Life was simply too lonely.
A lonely, dark trail from which I believed I'd never emerge.
It felt as though I was pleading with the darkness to set me free.
Nothing could mend my fragmented heart because I was entirely broken.
My life was a complete wreck,
Nothing seemed to be going right, but everything did.
I've always been a fighter.
Since the first day, I can recall.
I never felt satisfied by the individuals or the things I once loved the most.
Fighting for my life to be happier was never the case,
I couldn't find the love I craved.
I searched the depths of hell but couldn't find it.
I once let down my defenses and fell in love.
And I was betrayed to an extent that no girl should ever experience.
I was so full of self-blame that I couldn't recognize myself.
That's when I found him.
A knight in gleaming armor
The day I had been anticipating for so long,
For someone to lend a helping hand,
and show me affection like no other.
For the first time,
My heart and soul felt loved,
I had the impression that someone had replaced my damaged and bruised heart
and made it whole again.
He stayed regardless of how much I tried to drive him away.
He was there when I was struggling with my mental health.
He was there for me when I needed him the most.
He showered me with all the love in the world, and I haven't felt this kind of passion in a long time.
I don't even know how I'm going to return or owe him everything one day.
But I adore him, and I know he does as well.
Is there any greater love than that,
for a person who has been broken to the point of suicide?
I know he loves me, and that is plenty for me;
I do not require money or anything else.
My biggest desire in life,
Would be for him to stay with me till we are elderly and buried together.
He and I,
It's similar to a lock and key.
Alternatively, a key and a lock.
He means everything to me,
and that's all that matters.
I love him so much.
To the point where my heart yearns for his affection more and more each day.
Every day, I fall further and deeper in love with him.
It's as if there's no limit to how much I can love him.
Our love knows no bounds.
Because it's just the two of us and nobody else.