Stella's POV
It's been a week since I found out that I have a mate and he's from the one pack any rogue would dread to go back to or near. I just wish, my mate was from another pack, especially a lowly or shitty pack, so that I can could kill him and the pack off except the victims. That would be so much more satisfying.
"Stop dreaming of killing our mate, Human!" Huka said in a very annoyed tone, "Think something else, god's sake. You have been thinking about this for the whole week, and I am honestly bored with these thoughts. Maybe find someone new to kill or something else to do!" It's really hilarious when she's like this, all frustrated and pissed off at me.
As if on cue, Luca came to me.
"What are you doing sitting by the water?" He sat beside me.
"Just trying to relax and trying not to be disappointed that I can't kill my mate," I chuckle, but I know he saw through it, just like Haku, but he says nothing.
He wraps his hand around my shoulder and pulls me closer.
"You are the toughest omega I've ever met," He said, making me and Haku chuckle.
"I am the only omega you know!"
"Still doesn't change what I say," he smiled and looked at me. "Now, tell me, what's bothering you?"
"It's nothing, Luca, nothing is bothering me."
"I know Haku had dreamt of having to meet her mate and finally live a life like a normal omega, no matter if you gave up on that or tell her that is never going to happen," he said in a soft brotherly voice. I sighed. "She's a part of you, just like you are a part of her."
"I know... But I can't just process the thought of having an alpha who won't hurt me."
He raised his eyes at me, and I knew what he was trying to say.
"Other than my adopted parents and you. The group is only with me because I am currently the strongest; if someone else stranger than me comes along, they will leave."
"You still had and have three alphas to show you that not all alphas are bad, Kiddo," I scoffed. "I am not a kiddo!"
"Of course, you are a big girl, now," he ruffled my hair, causing me to scoff again.
"Three alphas, only three alphas out of all the alphas I have met. The odds don't look nice to me, Luca," I say, looking at the river flowing.
I could see him nodding from the corner of my eye. He just patted my head again and lay on the grass while I was still sitting with my knees curled close to my chest.
"You know, I hope you get an alpha who will make you feel like what it's like to be an omega, a happy and safe omega" he said. I could feel his stare behind my back, he was still looking at me.
I turn my head to him and look at him. "What about you?"
"What about me?"
"Do you don't you want to make an omega feel happy and safe?" He chuckled like I was cracking some joke.
"I do, I really do want to do that, but not while I am a rogue. My omega doesn't deserve this."
I nod and go back to looking at the flowing river.
"No omega deserves the hell we have to go through."
"Yes, no omega."