I opened my eyes and sunlight fell on me and I turned away, still feeling a little bit sleepy but suddenly my arm pain like hell.
I looked at my arm and my condition was still the same, but in the vision of 8 year old girl, I was looking just fine.
"... Java--"
"You are awake Vanile?" Old man arrived and I turned towards and woke up.
My acting started again.
I rubbed my eyes and yawned, "Morning... Old man..."
Old man smiled, "Get ready soon, we are going for a mission."
And he started leaving and I smiled with looking down... I had no strength, my arm was still paining like hell.
"Java, can you tell me a way to heal myself?"
But Java was still in the trauma and shock... He was still speechless and in a great trauma, I guess because I made him wrong again.
When Java didn't replied, even after ten minutes, I lost all hopes from him that he will be of any use and stood and went to get ready even if I was feeling incredible pain.
I was ready and got out of the shelter and the old man was not there. He was not appearing anywhere.
I thought he must have gone somewhere and I went back to the shelter.
My arm was still paining but I stopped reacting on it like I have no problem. I was now also becoming angry on Java and losing trust from him. But I gave a sigh and went to the woman's room.
I smiled and enter, "I apologise for invasion in your room, I am just here to see."
The woman was still unconscious and I started walking here and there having nothing to do actually.
I got nothing to do again and I looked at the woman, her face was pretty and I sat on the a seat in front of her and looked at her.
"... She looks pretty... but you are losing it, by your medicine, right?"
She didn't replied because she couldn't. I smiled again and looked at the ceiling...
I started thinking and suddenly a thought arrived of my mother, of this world. I could remember how she used to look... but somehow she was looking familiar.
I closed my eyes and started remembering the day I was born, I don't know how but I could remember that.
My mother was holding me and she was looking like... my mother of my previous life, as pretty she always is.
But suddenly I opened my eyes and started laughing gently, "How funny... My mother also looked pretty like you... But I guess I am just imagining and bringing the face of my former mother."
I thought that it was all illusion of my mind that my mother looked familiar with my mother of my previous life.
I stood and remarked, "No comparision, you and my mother... I don't know much about anyone of you but you both are pretty."
And I started leaving and closed the door and got out of the shelter.
Now my pain was looking like normal, like I am feeling nothing, but from this I have lost all the belief and trust from Java at this point.
Java finally came in senses after hours...
"No need to explain me, now remain silent. I couldn't depend on you anymore."
Java was shocked, but now he realised that he has actually lost the trust... But he didn't lost his hopes, he thought he can make a trust again.
"Are you ready to go?" And suddenly old man arrived.
I asked with warming up, "Where we have to go? Someone to kill? Somewhere to raid? Somewhere to bring mass murder?"
Old man smiled with a sweat... He was surprised by what I was guessing about going out.
Old man started walking ahead and commanded, "For shopping, we have got a lot of money, thanks to you. So we will be shopping for things."
I was surprised, "Our mission is shopping?"
"No, idea of shopping just came in my mind, if we got time then we will go for mission, if not then then tomorrow, but tomorrow or day after tomorrow, it will be finished."
Old man stopped and asked, "Do you want shopping or not?"
I thought, I thought very deeply and one thing came in my money, 'What is the use of money if I would buy nothing... I guess I should buy something."
I started walking again and replied, "Then let's go, I need to buy something anyways."
I passed ahead of the old man and he murmured, "That's wrong direction, opposite."
I turned back and with embarassment continued walking and old man joined the walk.
"So why were you walking towards another direction?"
Old man laughed.
We both were still in the woods and walking calmly.
Everything was going fine and silent but suddenly old man asked with a smile, "Vanile...."
I looked at him.
"Are you another soul of the body?"
I was surprised by the question... What?
"I don't think a eight years old kid would react like a young adult, you act like a young adult completely. You show no emotion, you don't have usual excitement for things and you act like you are just existing."
I was shocked by hearing... But suddenly the past came back in my mind, how I lost everything and also life once...
I smiled, "The truth is... I am actually a girl of 16. Who has lived and suffered from many things. I lost my those to whom I loved and also my life."
Old man smiled like he is believing in me, "... It's hard to believe what you are saying... But I will trust in you."
I smiled, I actually don't even need to make people accept that, it's a fact and that's it.
But suddenly I got a deep concern, "Old man, what about your daughter? We have left her all alone."
Old man smiled, "Don't worry about that. No one knows the location of the shelter and it's almost impossible that someone will come by coincidence."