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Chapter 20 - Chapter 20

Claire Wang

She was standing at the pinnacle again.

Atop the mountain of her own making. The sky burned gold behind her, an empire's worth of banners stretched beneath her feet. She could feel the weight of crowns and seals and names bending under her voice.

Before her, a man knelt.

Cowering.

Broken.

Still.

Kneeling.

His head bowed.

His shoulders heavy with silence.

And she should have felt triumphant.

But instead—

She felt sick.

A flicker of shame twisted through her chest. Her fingers ached. Her breath was shallow. She stared down at the man, willing herself to feel the power she had earned, to drink in the victory she had fought so hard to claim.

But it was no victory.

Because she couldn't see his face.

She reached for him—

Ethan? Ethan! Is that you?

And then she woke up.

Claire jolted upright, her silk sheets folding around her waist, sweat cooling at the back of her neck.

The dream clung to her like smoke. A nightmare—but not like the ones she usually had.

It had been a long time since she'd thought of Ethan Zhou.

Back when he'd been just a quiet second son with too many scrolls and not enough stage presence. A boy who held her hand like it was a question. Who whispered dreams of changing bloodline cultivation itself. Who sketched theories late into the night while she dozed beside him.

He had been working on the impossible.

A compound. A tonic. A breakthrough that could purify magical cores and stabilize bloodline resonance across generations. Something that could rewrite inheritance compatibility. Elevate sects. Reshape dynasties.

But the potion was only part of it.

What Ethan had truly believed in—what had consumed him—was the Framework.

A cultivation model built not just on effort or heritage, but insight.

He said mana wasn't just energy. That it remembered. That it reflected. That the body's attempt to overcome a technique left behind something—an echo, a rhythm, a trace of intent in the spiritual field.

He was developing tools—glyph-etched cores, mirrored stones, layered recording patterns—that could capture these fragments.

Pull mana from actions, not just environments.

Read movement like scripture.

Track breakthroughs as they happened, and refine them in real time.

It would change everything.

No more waiting for enlightenment under waterfalls.

No more guesswork or thousand-year manuals written in metaphor.

Just cause. Effect. Reflection.

Ethan believed the Framework could make cultivation empirical.

Repeatable.

That it could give power to those who built, not just those who inherited.

He believed in it.

He believed in her.

And for a while… she thought she believed in him, too.

But the work dragged on.

The results never came.

His notes thickened. His eyes darkened. His attention drifted further into things she couldn't see.

Her father began asking questions.

Is he still working? Is he showing you anything? How long will you wait?

She defended him at first.

Quietly.

Sharply.

But she hadn't asked him to change.

And she hadn't waited, either.

Not when Caleb smiled at her across the dueling court—arrogant, sunlit, confident.

Not when he sparred near her pavilion and laughed too loudly at things she didn't say.

Not when his hand brushed her shoulder one afternoon and she didn't pull away.

She allowed herself to flirt.

To linger.

To touch.

To betray.

She chose Caleb.

And at the time, she told herself it wasn't really a choice.

It was just the natural evolution of things.

Ethan hadn't noticed when it started.

By the time he did, it was too late.

And by then?

She wasn't sure she cared anymore.

She betrayed Ethan. Married Caleb. And told herself she was happy doing it.

When she saw Ethan waiting for Vivian at the wedding—no emotion, no concern—she had felt vindicated.

Like she'd made the right choice.

But then a starforged sword changed the narrative.

Claire had watched the broadcast in silence, a cup of spiced wine untouched at her lips.

Vivian Li, ice-cold and calculating, presenting a one-of-a-kind weapon to her husband like she was gifting him a trap.

And Ethan—quiet, non-martial Ethan—had taken it like it was part of his breath.

No ceremony.

No hesitation.

Just complete, devastating calm.

Vivian hadn't corrected his stance.

The sword hadn't resisted.

And days later, when he knelt before Lord Li Zhenhua in full view of the Empire, Claire had waited for him to flinch.

Instead, he had bowed.

Not in submission—but in honor.

"My wife has not given me her heart. But she has given me her name. That is enough."

Claire had felt the air leave her lungs.

Because that wasn't the boy she'd left behind.

That wasn't the man she had told herself wasn't enough.

That was someone else.

Someone who had grown in silence.

Who had perhaps been playing a longer game than anyone realized.

And that thought made her wonder—

Did I choose wrong?

She didn't know if she loved Caleb.

She wasn't even sure she liked him, most days.

But he fit.

On paper. In public.

He looked good beside her in family portraits and scroll projections. His name earned reactions. His reputation backed hers.

He was, as her uncle once said, "the visible kind of strong."

But now?

Now she wasn't sure visibility was enough.

The dream returned to her in fragments as she poured water into a chilled basin, splashing her face, blinking against the memory of banners and bowed heads.

The kneeling man's face still refused to appear.

But her regret?

That was sharp.

It didn't feel like longing.

It felt like remorse.

The kind that comes too late.

The kind that starts as a thought—

And blooms into a ruin.

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