Chapter 27: When the Lights Go Down
The morning after the exhibit felt like the world had exhaled.
Emma lay in bed, tangled in white sheets, Lucas's arm slung across her waist. The city stirred outside, cars humming, birds singing over honking cabs, and somewhere down the block, someone shouting about bagels.
But inside, everything was still.
Safe.
Silent.
Until her phone buzzed.
And kept buzzing.
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She groaned, reaching for it from the nightstand, squinting at the screen.
102 new notifications.
Most were congratulatory—DMs from old classmates, comments from influencers she didn't know, shares of her paintings tagged with words like revolutionary and raw.
But mixed in were whispers.
Screenshots of Jake's Instagram stories, tabloid articles questioning if The Shape of Silence was "an act of revenge disguised as art," and a particularly nasty blog post that called her emotionally manipulative and a fame-thirsty heartbreak merchant.
Her chest tightened.
Not again.
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Lucas stirred behind her.
"Bad?" he mumbled, voice raspy.
She swallowed hard, locking her phone and turning into his chest. "Just noise."
He cupped her cheek and kissed her forehead. "Let me help."
She shook her head. "You already are."
But even as she said it, the weight of it all pressed down—fame, scrutiny, expectations. She'd opened herself up, and now there was nowhere to hide.
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By noon, her inbox held three new gallery invitations, two podcast requests, and one unexpected email:
> Ms. Bellamy,
We were incredibly impressed with your Guggenheim collection. Would you consider discussing a possible residency in Paris this winter?
Kind regards,
Marianne Duval, Atelier Lumière
Emma blinked.
Paris.
Her heart did a funny little spin.
She'd dreamed of showing her art in Europe someday—but someday had always felt… far.
Now it was an email away.
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She didn't tell Lucas right away.
Instead, she went to the studio and painted. Not because she had to, but because she needed to. Something abstract poured from her—shades of midnight blue and aching scarlet, splashes of chaos and order.
By the time Lucas knocked gently on the door with tea in hand, she'd lost track of time.
"Still creating?" he smiled.
She nodded. "Just… processing."
He set the mug beside her and kissed the top of her head.
"Your exhibit was everywhere today," he said, scrolling through his phone. "Front page of the Times' culture section."
Emma arched a brow. "Good or bad?"
"Good," he smiled. "Very good. They called you 'the heartbeat of a generation.'"
She laughed softly, disbelieving. "That's ridiculous."
"Maybe. But true."
He leaned against the table beside her. "Speaking of big things... I, uh, got a call."
Her brush froze mid-stroke. "From?"
"MIT."
Emma's eyes widened. "Wait—what?"
"They're starting a new digital media lab in Boston. They want me to help launch it. Direct the program. It's... huge."
She blinked. "That is huge. That's incredible."
"Yeah." His smile faltered. "But it's... in Boston."
She sat back, the weight of it sinking in.
Boston.
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They sat in silence for a moment.
"Do you want to take it?" she asked quietly.
"I'd be gone a year. Maybe more." He looked at her. "What do you want me to do?"
She stared at the half-finished painting on the easel, the mug of tea now cooling beside her. Her heart warred between pride and panic.
"I want you to take it," she whispered.
Lucas looked surprised. "You do?"
"Of course I do. It's everything you've worked for. You can't turn it down for me."
"But—what happens to us?"
She looked at him, and for the first time in days, her eyes glistened with unshed tears. "I don't know. But if we don't chase our futures now, we'll always resent what we gave up."
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That night, they didn't make love.
They just lay side by side, fingertips barely touching, like two planets caught in orbit but slowly drifting apart.
Neither said the word "goodbye."
But both felt it looming like a question mark.
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The next few days were a blur of logistics—Lucas confirming his position, Emma responding to more media, preparing for possible travel.
They tried to act normal.
Went on dates.
Ate bad takeout.
Watched old movies and laughed too hard at inside jokes.
But something lingered under every laugh—an ache.
The ache of almost.
Of time slipping between fingers.
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One night, a week before Lucas's move, they sat on the fire escape with takeout and cheap wine, watching the city twinkle below.
"I'm scared," Emma admitted.
"Me too," he said.
"But I still want us."
"So do I."
She leaned her head on his shoulder. "What if we can't do long distance?"
Lucas wrapped his pinky around hers. "Then we'll write letters. Send voice notes. Book late-night flights. I'll show up in Paris if I have to."
Emma laughed through tears. "You make it sound like a romcom."
"Maybe we are one."
She looked at him, heart so full it ached. "Promise me something."
"Anything."
"Don't forget me while you're off being brilliant."
He cupped her face gently. "I couldn't forget you if I tried."
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The day Lucas left for Boston, Emma walked him to the gate at the train station.
He kissed her once, twice, three times—like he was memorizing the shape of her.
"Come visit me," he whispered.
"Only if you make me pancakes."
He grinned. "Every day."
And then he was gone.
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Back home, Emma opened her inbox.
One new message.
From Paris.
She took a deep breath…
And replied:
> I'd be honored to discuss your offer. Paris sounds perfect.
Best,
Emma Bellamy
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The chapter of New York was closing.
But the book wasn't done.
Not even close.
Because love wasn't defined by distance.
It was shaped by the silences in between—and the choice to keep holding on.
No matter what.