< Sexual Violation Warning >
"It was a year ago... the moment I lost my innocence."
Gaya, who looked younger and was wearing her maid dress , stood in a room where several maids were busy with their chores. One of them glanced at her figure and said with a teasing smile, "So, you must be Gaya, the new maid, right?"
"Y-yes, that's me," Gaya replied softly.
Another maid grinned, "Gaya, huh? Like the Earth Goddess? Well, you do look like a goddess in shape, haha."
Gaya flushed and asked uncertainly, "Is it okay to talk about things like this?"
"How old are you?" asked a third maid.
"I... I'm seventeen," Gaya answered quietly.
"Seventeen, huh? What made you think working as a maid was a good idea?" Maid 2 pressed.
"Well... there's someone I love, Zezz. We want to get married someday. He's been saving money for that, but ever since we moved here, everything's expensive for limited resources. So, I decided to earn some money myself, that's why I took this job," Gaya explained.
"Oh, you have a fiancé! Did you... sleep with him yet?" Maid 1 asked bluntly.
"What? No! How could I? It's not right to do that before marriage," Gaya said, shocked.
"Well, it doesn't matter," Maid 2 said with a knowing look. "But since you're young and engaged, listen carefully... be careful if you ever run into Mr. Xavier."
"Mr. Xavier? The blue-haired vice-captain? Is he strict?" Gaya asked.
"No, not strict in the usual way," Maid 2 replied, lowering her voice. "But many beautiful maids here, and women from the village, some married, some single, have slept with him. I also did it with him sometimes...even though I have a husband."
Gaya's eyes widened. "What? Why would you do that?"
"You'll find out soon enough. That's why I'm warning you... since you are beautiful, the same thing might happen to you."
"No way... I'd never do something like that," Gaya said, shaking her head.
At that moment, Maid 3 handed her a bundle of clothes. "You'll understand soon enough. Now take these to Princess Lisa's room."
Gaya took the clothes, muttering to herself, "This has to be a joke, right?"
"If you think so, I can't help you," Maid 3 said coldly. "All three of us have been through exactly what we're talking about. Now go."
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Later, walking alone down an empty corridor, Gaya held the clothes close to her chest. Ahead, she saw Xavier approaching, his blue hair catching the light.
"That must be Mr. Xavier," she thought, trying to push away the warning voices from earlier. "He doesn't look so bad... almost innocent."
As she passed him, Xavier suddenly smirked and said, "Nice ass you've got back there."
Gaya spun around, shocked and angry. "What did you just say?"
He looked her over with a cold gleam in his eyes. "I said what I meant. And you better keep your voice down when talking to a vice captain. You know that, right?"
He stepped closer, eyes narrowing. "Looks like you're new here."
"Yes... but that doesn't give you the right to talk to a woman like that," Gaya snapped.
"Oh? So you're going to teach me how to behave around women?" Xavier taunted, stepping even closer.
Gaya stumbled back and suddenly, her back hit something hard. A shimmering, magical door had appeared behind her.
Xavier's voice dropped to a dangerous whisper. "I'll teach you exactly how I behave with women like you."
With a snap of his fingers, the door opened, and Gaya was pushed inside a dark, cramped space.
Xavier stepped inside and slammed the door shut behind him.
"What do you think you're doing?" Gaya shouted, panic rising in her voice.
The room plunged into darkness, but somehow they could still see each other. Xavier's voice dropped cold and cruel. "Exactly what you're thinking."
He began unbuttoning his pants.
"No... no! Please, help me! Someone...anyone...help me!" she cried, struggling to push him away. But he caught her leg firmly.
"Nobody's coming. No one will hear you," he sneered, ripping off her clothes.
"....."
"I was raped that day... by him with that, that day, I lost my innocence.
It wasn't the person I loved.
At first, when he forced himself on me, I screamed, I tried to run, but nothing worked. The pain was unbearable. All I could think about was my fiancé, Zezz.
Tears streamed down my face as he kept going more relentlessly, like an animal who didn't care about anything but himself.
I couldn't bear the pain anymore. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I wished it was just a nightmare, but it was real.
Then, after a while, the sharp pain began to dull. It faded into numbness. I stopped feeling hurt. But he didn't stop.
Slowly, a strange feeling grew inside me which was an awful mix of confusion and... something like satisfaction. The violation became a twisted part of me.
At first, my thoughts clung to Zezz, to the life I wanted with him. But bit by bit, I lost even that. Worse...against my will, I found myself responding to Xavier with satisfaction.
I heted it. I hated him but I felt an unknown satisfaction inside my body and a part of me... began to accept his torture"
Gaya lay on the cold, dark floor, her body weak and trembling, unable to move. Xavier was already pulling up his pants.
"I….why did you do this to me? Why?" she whispered, tears welling in her eyes.
Xavier smirked. "Looks like you didn't enjoy it enough. Makes sense, since it was your first time."
"I'll tell everyone...the king, the whole village that you raped me," Gaya said, her voice cracking but defiant.
"You enjoyed it in the end. Don't lie," Xavier sneered.
"Why did you do this to me?" she repeated, desperate for an answer.
Xavier stepped closer, unbuttoning his pants again. "Looks like you need another dose."
He did it again. Gaya's body was broken and numb. When she finally woke, she was lying in a bush, her clothes torn and her body couldn't move.
After a while, she made her way straight to King Caprio.
Standing before the king, wearing a different dress, she swallowed hard.
"What is it? What's wrong?" the king asked.
"It's… about Mr. Xavier," she said, voice barely steady.
"Xavier? What about him?" Caprio inquired.
"I wanted to tell him everything Xavier did but I hesitated and something inside me… stopped me. All I could think about was… the part where I felt… satisfaction. I didn't say anything more."
She looked down, ashamed. "No, he's a good man."
"I never spoke about it to anyone else. When I tried, my words failed me. The only person I confided in was another maid, but even they seemed to support or at least not hate Xavier as if they were under his spell.
Over time, I encountered Xavier repeatedly. More than once, he dragged Me to the dark hidden place, forcing himself on Me again. I fought, but slowly, confusion and conflicted feelings grew inside me, feelings I couldn't understand or explain. Every time I saw him, my heart raced uncontrollably."
"....."
A few days later, Gaya sat in a small house across from a man eating bread on the bed.
"How was your first month as a maid?" he asked, smiling kindly.
She handed him a bag of coins. "This is what I earned."
He smiled softly. "You don't have to give this to me. I'm just glad we're both working hard to save for our marriage."
Gaya's eyes filled with tears. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "I can't marry you."
"What?" he asked, confused and hurt.
"I'm sorry," she said, voice breaking. "I slept with another man… and I can't marry you after betraying you like that. Please forgive me."
He looked at her, with disbelief and pain in his eyes. "You're lying. You would never do that."
She dropped the coins, looked away, and whispered, "You deserve someone better. Please forgive me." Then she ran out, tears streaming down her face.
"After that day, almost once a week, Mr. Xavier would take me to that dark place and force himself on me again. It became routine, though the frequency started to lessen over time. I asked one of the other maids, someone who had also done that with him, and she said Xavier was simply more interested in me at first because I was new and young. But now... he barely looked at me. And only way to grab attention is to ask him out for sex
Somehow, that hurt.
I didn't understand why, but I wanted him. I kept thinking about everything that had happened between us. And then, one day... for the first time, I asked him to sleep with me."
Xavier was sitting on a garden bench, his eyes closed, clearly tired from training. She hesitated, then approached.
"Um… Mr. Xavier?"
He opened his eyes and turned to look at
her. "Oh… Gaya. What's up?"
"I've noticed… you've been ignoring me," She said softly.
"Oh, right. I almost forgot about you," he said with a shrug. "It's not like you're the only one. There are around twenty women I have to take care of."
He looked at me again and smirked. "But if you want to… why not?"
"That day, for the first time, I did it willingly. In my own room.
After they had sex, Gaya was in bed, exhausted. Xavier stood nearby, pulling on his shirt. He looked down at her as her tongue out,her body was trembling and had satisfaction in her eyes.
"Looks like now you want me more than I want you, huh?"
I turned my head toward him. "I know… you've made me like this. But I can't stop feeling what I feel for you. And… I don't even feel guilty anymore."
Xavier gave a mocking chuckle. "Well, since you feel that way, maybe you should know why."
He sat down beside her. "What you're feeling for me, in truth it's not real. It's not your own. I made it. My secret ability lets me shape someone's emotions through sexual intimacy . Every time I slept with you, I molded your feelings. Just like I've done with every other woman."
Her heart sank.
"You weren't strong enough to resist it. That's why you fell so easily," he continued. "I only target those who are weak in power. Strong ones… they're harder or impossible to turn into liking me through sex ."
"So… that's why I became like this?" she asked with a hollow voice.
"Exactly. And because of that, you'll never truly have the will to expose my secret. Just like all the others."
"After that day, he didn't come to me as much as I went to him. But I didn't stop. I kept seeking him out. Whether it was real or not, I believed I had fallen in love with him. Maybe it was his power, but… every time we were doing that together, it only deepened my feelings more and more.
And so, one day, I decided I had to tell him.
Xavier was alone in an open field, swinging his sword in quiet practice. Gaya walked over with a glass of water in hand.
"Mr. Xavier…" She called softly.
He stopped and glanced over. "Oh, you… I didn't ask for water."
"I know," She said. "But… I thought it could be an excuse to come see you."
He raised an eyebrow. "So, you want to do this again? Look, girl, I've already done this with three maids today. I don't have the energy for a fourth."
" No it's not that... actually, i wanted to say that, i think i am in love with you Mr Xavier.... " She said blushing with a soft voice.
Then he burst into laughter, a cruel, mocking laugh.
"Wait… you really think I see you as more than a toy? Come on. Your 'love' for me makes sense, but it's not real. It's just the result of my power."
She stared at him, frozen and she said loudly " Bu..but i really love you, i dont care if its because of the power or not!"
"Even if you really do love me," he said, "it doesn't change anything. You're all just for my physical pleasure. There's only one woman I ever truly loved. She hates me now, but she's the only one. I've never loved anyone else. And maybe... I never will... especially not someone who fell in love with me because of my power. If I ever love again, it'll be someone who resists my ability. Someone whose love comes from their real heart."
"Mr. Xavier… please… don't do this to me," I whispered.
Suddenly, Gaya screamed.
A splash of cold water hit her face.
She gasped and sat up.
It was a dream
One of the other maids stood beside her, holding an empty bowl and laughing.
"Haha! 'Mr. Xavier, please don't do this to me!'" she mimicked, giggling. "Stop dreaming about Mr. Xavier, girl!"
She pointed to the table. "Go serve that to the guests in the dining room."
Her heart was pounding with short breath. She wiped the water from my face, still shaken by the dream.
But deep down, an uneasy feeling crept into her which was a dark intuition that wouldn't leave.
"Mr. Xavier… Why do I feel like something terrible is going to happen to you?"
TBC....