The world we live in is full of responsibilities.
When we're children, we enjoy life without worries, forming relationships we later call friendship, love, and family. But as we grow older, we start to see the world for what it truly is—mysterious, unfair, and driven by power and wealth.
Those born into privilege chase their dreams with ease. But for the rest of us—the so-called "middle class"—life isn't about chasing dreams. It's about survival. It's not that we lack intelligence; we lack awareness of how the world really works.
Let me tell you my story in that world... and how I was reborn into magical world.
In my first life, I have no regrets. I fulfilled my responsibilities. I was the eldest son in a family of five member , my parents, my two younger sisters, and me. I was a gifted student, always scoring A+ grades. But that brilliance came at a cost: isolation, pressure, and a complete lack of real-world awareness.
The turning point came when I was around 17 or 18. My father died in a road accident, killed while crossing the street by a drunk, wealthy boy behind the wheel. The boy never apologized. Instead, he blamed my father, saying it was his fault. He showed no guilt. Why would he? He knew the system would protect him.
And it did.
The police accepted money. The case never reached higher authorities. They told us it would, but I knew better. Justice, it turned out, had a price we couldn't pay.
After that, our financial situation collapsed. I quit school and found a full-time job to support the family. Every night, after work, I studied coding on my own ,through books, online tutorials, anything I could find. Eventually, I became good enough to be hired by a company that paid well.
With that income, I arranged my sister's marriage and fulfilled my responsibilities as a son and brother. I never married. I feared that if I did, my mother would be left alone.
When I turned 37, my mother passed away. With her gone, my world fell silent. There was nothing left for me,not even the dreams I once had to chase.
I had lived for others, from the beginning to the end. I had no regrets... but I had never lived for myself.
Overworking, sleepless nights, and endless stress caught up with me. I collapsed and was admitted to the hospital.
Lying there, I felt my life slipping away.
"If I could have one more chance..." I whispered to myself. "One more chance, I'll chase my dreams. No matter the hardship... I'll fight. I'll make them real."
I didn't want to die , not like this.
As my eyes grew heavy, I heard voices of my sisters crying, their husbands speaking softly. I couldn't make out the words.
But I felt it... their sorrow, their love.
And then... darkness that darkness begins to more darker and darker
after that I can't see anything but the darkness that's not fading.
The consciousness of mine goes and when it return i saw the darkness fades away as i open my eyes the shine of light comes to eye and i saw two people standing in front of me and they talking about something that i didn't realize and i am wrap around a soft and warm blanket ,the atmosphere is cold and there is continuous voice of thunderstorms.
From that moment i realize that i was reborn and i know that from my past life that the time when i was young i read a tons of novel that are isekai type. but i didn't believe that i was reborn i then raise my hand and that was like a hand of baby and i can't even speak and all i can do is popping in my diaper and i was very ashamed that they clean my pop and they took a great care of me. In our house there was a pet that name was Strts and my mom name was agnelish and my father name was fotiru and in this world my name is Ryhord and later on as the time passes i know their language at the age of 4 and at the age of 5 years my father call a teacher for me to read and learn this world and in this five year i know about this world a bit by the tales that my mother and father told me and i also ask a lot question about this world
and from that question i know the structure of this world it like similar to my world magic novels magic system. there are type of monster and they are classify into rank according to their strength and these ranks are amature (goat,lion etc) ,