Kira walked into the dressing room with her phone in her hand,she was nervous a little bit, she'd been here the night before but sge still felt weird,she grabbed a glass of water, gobbled it down a d tossed the glass away.
"Girl you nervous?" Leslie question applying some bloody red lipstick to her lips,she used her Pinky finger to smoothen it, rubbing her lips together seductively.
Kira admired Leslie's stamina,sfe didn't seem nervous at all, maybe it was because she had spent two months in this club so she knew her way around,or rather maybe she liked her job,Ƙira knew all the girls here earned pretty well,if she stripped for two months here she'll earn a lot of money to buy a car and a lot of designer clothes,so surely Leslie was making a lot of money,but why didn't she want to stop stripping? Was she obsessed with this job?
Kira didn't bother asking her,she just strugged it off and decided not to pry into Leslie's personal life, after all Leslie has been nice to her,she shouldn't offend her.
"Umm..... Kinda" she replied fidgeting with her fingers.
Leslie looked away from the mirror a d turned to Ƙira. "You shouldn't be nervous girl, all we have to do here is dance half naked for horny dick heads with a lot of money,we don't need to fuck them, so there's no need to be nervous,is just like bathing in a public pool with unknown men, or rather walking on a beach in a bikini with some strangers who's there to have fun so what's the big deal? And besides we get a lot of money,so that's it".
Kira swallowed hard,she felt like the only slut in the establishment, Leslie had been here for two months and has never slept with anyone,but she slept with a stranger on her first night here! She felt like crying at this moment,she immediately felt self hatered,she was disgusting.
"Um.... Yeah of course, it's no big deal but uh...." Her mind immediately occupied the unknown man from the night before, what if she met him again in a place where they aren't alone and he blurts our that she slept with him? She would die if embarrassment surely,she knew one thing for sure,she had to make sure she never saw him again.
"But what?" Leslie inquired.
"I don't know,I just..... I just..... Is it normal to feel this nervous? I can't explain why but I just have this unsettling feeling you know,I just can't...."
"Girl I get it, it's ok, it's normal to feel this way, it was the same for me when I newly came here,but I had an ambition to keep me going that's why I didn't back down,I swallowed my nervousness and decided to feek better, because we both know we won't have to do this forever, it's just for the meantime, things come and go,as long as we don't sleep with them, we're gonna leave this club with the money we need and life is gonna continue,so don't be nervous okay girlie?" Leslie assured her with a smile.
Kira felt her chest tighten harder, she felt dirty and used, it was too late to undo what she had already done so she just kept quiet, she regretted it a lot more no,but as usual,it was too late.
She looked at Leslie and faked a smile "yeah you're right,we aren't gonna be here forever, once I get the money I need I'll just... I'll leave, I'll never set foot here again and I'll just continue my life being me".
Leslie smiled back, not getting the meaning I her words and responded. "You're right girl, that's the spirit"
She dropped the lipstick into her little purse and checked herself in the mirror one last time, making sure she looked good then she stood and walked towards kira's chair, she held her hands and said. "Don't think too much about it, there's no need to be nervous, now pull yourself together let's go get some cash"
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Kira walked into the clubbing room with Leslie's hands on her shoulders,she looked around wearily, she silently prayed she wouldn't encounter Alexander anymore, she wanted the night to go well,so that she could return home.
She was still lost in thought when Leslie tapped her shoulder then said. "Look over there love,do you see those men standing with madam pinky?"
Kira looked at the direction she was pointing,she noticed it was the same men she was standing with when she first walked into the club,she looked at Leslie and said. "Yeah, what about them?"
Leslie stared at Ƙira like a ghost was standing behind her and replied "those are the Carson brothers, don't you recognize them?"
Kira glanced at them again then responded "oh, I I didn't know it was them for real"
And she was telling the truth,she has only heard of them,but she doesn't know how they even look like,they all seemed to be in their early thirties,dressed up in expensive designer suits and welm polished shoes,they scream money,and Ƙira hoped she'll get lucky tonight.
Leslie glared at her then shook her head. "Girl do you live in a rock or something?"
"I just didn't recognize them you know" Ƙira lied.
Leslie rolled her eyes "I recognized them at first glance"
"Girl let's not argue about this okay?" Kira pleaded, Leslie sighed and muttered "okay you're right, let's go grab some drinks".