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Chapter 4 - Beneath the Skin, the Smoke

4.1 – What the Silence Hides

Kael hadn't slept.

He'd tried. Gods knew he'd tried. But sleep didn't come easily to men whose thoughts were full of forbidden things.

He sat on the edge of the cliff above the southern trail, eyes scanning the dark line of trees below. The wind bit into him. Sharp, unrelenting. He didn't flinch.

The kiss still haunted him.

Not just the feel of it—but the way it had shaken something loose. Something old. Something buried.

He could still taste her.

And that was a problem.

Because the more he thought of Sera—of her heat, her mouth, her voice—the less he remembered who the enemy was.

A crunch behind him.

He was on his feet in a blink, blade half-drawn before he realized who it was.

Teyren.

The scout didn't flinch. "Easy. It's me."

"You shouldn't sneak up on people."

"You shouldn't be out here alone."

Kael didn't answer. Teyren didn't expect him to.

They stood in silence for a moment, the air between them stiff with unspoken tension.

"You're different," Teyren said finally. "Since Velhara."

Kael's jaw tightened. "I'm the same."

"No," the scout said. "You're not."

Kael looked back toward the trees. The place where he'd touched flame and hadn't burned.

Or maybe he had.

Maybe he was still burning.

"Watch your step, Teyren," he said. "Some things aren't safe to speak aloud."

"And some things get worse when you don't."

Kael turned back slowly, eyes narrowing. "Is there a reason you're here?"

Teyren didn't answer right away. Then: "There's movement on the northern border. Velharan scouts. One of them looked like her."

Kael's blood ran cold.

"She's not supposed to be that close again."

"Did you tell her that?" Teyren asked, voice pointed. "Or did you forget how to draw a line?"

Kael said nothing.

Because the line had already blurred.

And somewhere in the silence, he realized—

He didn't want it back.

4.2 – Where Her Shadow Lingered

Sera didn't go back to the ruins.

Not because she didn't want to.

But because she knew if she did, she wouldn't come back the same.

She rode the high ridge path just beyond the border, high above the tree line, where no one from Velhara bothered to watch. The wind carved through her like a blade, the cold sharper than usual. Still, she welcomed it. Pain, at least, was something she could name.

The path curved west toward the riverbank. She dismounted, boots crunching into half-frozen mud. The scent of ash clung faintly to the air here. Not fresh. But not forgotten.

She hated that her body remembered him before her thoughts could stop it. The pull between her ribs. The heat buried beneath her skin.

That damn kiss.

The look in his eyes before they parted.

The ache that settled behind her sternum whenever she let herself think about it.

She crouched near the edge of the water, let her fingers dip into the surface. Cold. Unforgiving. The kind of cold that reminded her she was still alive. Still in control.

Except she wasn't.

Not anymore.

"Third time this week," a voice said behind her.

Sera didn't turn right away.

Because she knew that voice.

And she was already crafting the lie.

She rose slowly. "I needed quiet."

The woman behind her crossed her arms. Elira. Lean. Sharp-eyed. Loyal. And far too observant.

"Quiet's not usually your thing," Elira said. "You've been… off."

Sera didn't answer.

Elira tilted her head. "You were out near the ruins again, weren't you?"

"No."

It came too quickly.

Too stiff.

Elira's gaze narrowed. "Sera—"

"I said no."

A long silence followed.

Then, softer: "If something's happening—"

"There's nothing," Sera cut in. "I'm fine."

But she wasn't.

Because she could still feel the phantom heat of Kael's hand on her jaw.

Because she still woke up at night gasping, uncertain if it was fear or longing.

Because her heart beat louder than it should when she walked the border.

And because she knew—deep in the marrow of her bones—that she'd see him again.

Even if she didn't mean to.

Even if she shouldn't.

Because something between them had changed.

And part of her—

Part of her didn't want it to go back.

4.3 – The Watchers in the Smoke

Kael knew when he was being watched.

He didn't need the crunch of a misstep or the whisper of shifting trees to confirm it. He felt it. A presence just beyond the edge of sight. Like the air itself was holding its breath.

He stood near the edge of the western slope, one hand resting on the worn hilt of his blade, the other casually adjusting the leather strap across his chest. Just enough movement to look natural. Just enough pause to bait the eyes watching him.

They weren't Velharan.

Not yet.

No one crossed without reason.

But someone was looking for one.

"You've been out here longer than usual." The voice came low and even. Aedric. One of the few Kael trusted enough not to lie to his face.

Kael didn't glance his way. "Just doing my job."

"Your job's changed then? Because the last two weeks, your patrols haven't varied once. Same trail. Same time. Same place."

Kael's jaw flexed.

Aedric stepped beside him, arms crossed. "If I didn't know better, I'd think you were waiting for someone."

Kael turned, slowly. "You don't know better."

Aedric studied him. "No. But I know you."

Kael looked back toward the trees. The line between smoke and forest. The place where memory had shape and warmth and danger all braided together.

"They sent someone from the council," Aedric said quietly. "Watcher. Not from here. Not from the clans."

Kael didn't move, but his grip on the strap tightened.

"Orders?" he asked.

"Observe. Report. Confirm suspicions."

A beat passed.

"What suspicions?"

"That peace is rotting from the inside."

Kael said nothing.

Because they weren't wrong.

Not entirely.

Not when he couldn't stop thinking about her face. Her voice. The weight of her pressed against him in that hidden moment that was never meant to last.

"I'll handle it," Kael said finally.

Aedric's brow rose. "Handle what, exactly?"

Kael didn't answer.

Because even he didn't know.

4.4 – A Name in the Dark

The council chamber smelled of old ash and stone.

Sera kept to the shadows behind the columns, hood pulled low, breath measured. She wasn't supposed to be here. The hall was closed off for "high-level concerns," which was code for secrets that were too dangerous for common ears.

She was many things—but common wasn't one of them.

"—our watchers report increased movement along the Veilwood line," said a gravel-toned voice. Councilor Tharin. Old, sharp as frostbite, and never trusted anyone who didn't bleed Velharan.

"Coincidence," someone muttered.

"No," Tharin snapped. "Pattern. Territory has been disturbed in the same sectors—twice. And both times, the same soldier was on patrol."

Silence followed.

Then: "Sera Elowen."

Her name hit like a stone dropped into still water.

Sera's pulse skipped. Her back stiffened.

"They say she's reckless," Tharin continued. "Too curious. Strays where others do not."

"She's a soldier, not a traitor," said another voice—Lira, her captain. Loyal. But not stupid.

"And yet," Tharin said, letting the words hang. "There are… rumors. Whispers. Of sightings near the border. Of interaction."

"With who?" Lira demanded.

A pause.

Then Tharin spoke the name like a curse.

"Kael of Dravien."

The air in Sera's lungs turned to ice.

She'd heard it before.

In passing. In stories. On the lips of those who spoke of war like it was a lover they missed.

But to hear it now—here—wrapped in suspicion and laced with her own name—

Her fingers curled into fists.

"We should bring her in," Tharin said. "Quietly. Question her."

"No." Lira again, firm. "She's loyal. I'll handle her."

Tharin scoffed. "You'd better. Because if she crosses the line… there will be consequences."

The room buzzed with low voices and shifting feet.

Sera slipped out before the meeting ended, moving fast but quiet, heart hammering against her ribs.

She walked the halls like a ghost. No one looked her way.

Because none of them knew.

Not yet.

But the danger was no longer distant. It had a shape now. A name.

And the eyes were turning.

4.5 – Beneath the Skin, the Smoke

The forest felt different now.

Not quieter—just heavier. Like the trees themselves held their breath, unwilling to witness what might unfold beneath their branches.

Sera moved through the Veilwood with deliberate silence, every step measured, every breath controlled. But no amount of training could still the unrest behind her ribs.

Her name. His name.

Spoken aloud in the same breath, on the lips of councilors with cold eyes and colder plans.

She should've turned back.

But her feet moved anyway.

The same path. The same space. The same ache that lived somewhere between her lungs and her spine, coiling tighter with every step.

She didn't expect him to be there.

But he was.

Leaning against a tree, one hand wrapped in a leather glove, the other curled into a fist. His eyes found her instantly.

"I heard," he said.

Her voice caught. "What?"

"That they know." He stepped forward. "About us."

"There is no us," she said too fast.

He raised a brow. "A kiss. A secret. A dozen nights watching each other from opposite sides of a line we weren't supposed to cross. If that's not us, Sera, what is it?"

She didn't answer.

Because her throat was closing.

Because her chest ached in a way she didn't have the words for.

Because every part of her body burned with wanting him and fearing him at the same time.

Kael moved closer. "You came back."

"I shouldn't have."

"I know."

He reached for her, slow, like he was afraid she'd vanish. His fingers brushed her jaw.

And she let him.

Because for all her training, all her rage, all her carefully built walls—this moment was her undoing.

"You smell like smoke," he murmured.

She swallowed. "It never really leaves."

His hand slid to the back of her neck, thumb tracing the edge of her spine.

They stood like that, pressed together by silence and need, and something darker between them—something that neither of them could name, but both of them felt like a scar beneath the skin.

Sera leaned in until their foreheads touched. "This will burn everything."

Kael's voice was a whisper. "Let it burn."

4.6 – The Ash Between Us

They didn't speak after that.

Not with words.

The fire between them didn't ask for permission. It didn't wait. It swallowed.

Sera's back met the bark of the tree, rough against her armor, grounding her in a world that was rapidly dissolving beneath the press of Kael's mouth against hers.

It wasn't gentle.

It wasn't careful.

It was raw—unforgiving—the kind of kiss you didn't recover from.

Kael's hand tangled in her hair, pulling her head back slightly to deepen it. She gasped into him, fingers digging into the leather at his shoulders. The taste of him was sharp and familiar. Like smoke. Like war. Like home in the wrong place.

They knew what this was.

They knew what it could cost.

Still, she pulled him closer.

Still, he let her.

Armor shifted. Buckles unlatched. And the cold night air was forgotten beneath the heat that bloomed between them.

Their bodies moved like they'd done this before—like their muscles remembered what their minds denied. Sera's legs wrapped around his waist, and Kael hoisted her easily, like she weighed nothing, like gravity meant less here.

Every movement was desperate. Reverent. Controlled only by the ache they'd both tried—and failed—to outrun.

"Tell me to stop," he whispered against her throat.

She didn't.

She couldn't.

Because for the first time since the night her mother died, she didn't feel hollow.

She felt alive.

And maybe that was worse.

Because now there was more to lose.

His mouth traced down her collarbone, hands steady, slow—contrasting the urgency between them. She tilted her head back, eyes fluttering shut, and let herself fall.

For one night, one moment, they let the fire take them.

And in its light, they saw something terrifying:

This wasn't a mistake anymore.

It was a choice.

4.7 – Silent Teeth, Watching Eyes

By dawn, the air had cooled—but not enough to smother what still burned beneath Sera's skin.

She walked back through the Veilwood with blood still thudding in her ears, her senses sharpened to every twitch of wind, every stray leaf. The kind of awareness that came after doing something irreversible.

Behind her, no one followed.

Not yet.

But the forest wasn't empty.

Eyes watched from a distance.

She felt them.

When she returned to the barracks, Elira was already there—leaning against the post near Sera's quarters, arms crossed, expression unreadable.

"You're late," Elira said simply.

Sera stiffened. "Overslept."

Elira raised a brow. "Funny. You weren't assigned night patrol."

Silence.

The space between them thickened.

"You've been taking the same path for weeks," Elira continued, stepping closer. "And coming back with ash on your uniform. But there were no fires reported last night. Or the night before."

Sera held her gaze. "If you're accusing me of something, Captain, you should speak plainly."

"I'm not accusing." Elira's voice was low. Measured. "I'm warning."

Sera's fingers twitched at her side.

"Elira—"

"You've seen things," the captain said. "I know. So have I. I know what grief does to a soldier's mind. I know what it makes us reach for."

She stepped back.

"But grief doesn't change blood. And it doesn't erase the lines between us and them."

Sera said nothing.

Because the line wasn't blurred anymore.

It had been crossed.

Across the border, Kael wasn't alone either.

Aedric waited in the training ring, blade in hand, striking at a straw figure with calculated fury.

When Kael entered, Aedric didn't turn.

"You were gone all night," he said.

Kael shrugged off his coat. "Didn't know you were keeping track."

"I wasn't." Aedric drove his blade into the straw. "But someone else is."

That got Kael's attention.

Aedric turned, sweat beading his forehead. "A rider left Dravien two days ago. Northbound. Not a patrol. Not a courier."

Kael's jaw tensed. "You think they know?"

"I think someone's asking the wrong questions. And when that happens, heads roll."

Kael walked to the edge of the ring, picked up a training blade, and gripped it tight.

Aedric's voice dropped. "Are you serious about her?"

Kael's eyes flicked up.

"No," he said. Then softer: "Yes."

Aedric nodded once.

"Then you'd better decide what you're willing to burn for her."

4.8 – Fire Draws Blood

The scream came just before sunrise.

Sera heard it while sharpening her blade, a low metallic rasp that stopped mid-stroke. The sound tore through camp like lightning, followed by the frantic clash of metal and bark and flesh.

She was on her feet before her thoughts caught up, sword in hand, sprinting.

Veilwood's western edge was smoke and movement when she reached it. Two scouts down—one dead, throat open like a split fruit. Another crawling, clutching his side, blood seeping through his fingers.

No Dravien markings. No banners. No warning.

Just blood.

And a single arrow lodged in a tree trunk—black-fletched, unmistakable.

Dravien.

But something about it felt wrong. Too clean. Too obvious.

Lira arrived seconds later, shouting orders, rallying soldiers to the borders. Her eyes met Sera's once—and Sera read the same doubt there.

"This doesn't make sense," Sera said quietly.

"They want us to retaliate," Lira answered, voice like stone. "Someone wants a war."

Sera stared at the arrow. "But not necessarily them."

Across the border, Kael stood over a body.

One of theirs. Dravien markings on the bracers. Dead. Dispatched cleanly.

It was meant to look like Velharan work.

But Kael had seen Velharan steel.

This wasn't it.

Aedric appeared beside him. "This is the third in two days."

Kael said nothing. His eyes tracked the direction the attacker would've come from—too steep. Too risky. Too exposed.

"You think this is Velhara?" Aedric asked.

"I think someone wants us to think it is."

"Your girl?"

Kael didn't rise to the bait. "No. She wouldn't."

"Would she know who did?"

Kael's jaw tensed. "She's not part of this."

Aedric gave a tight nod, but his eyes didn't believe it.

Kael walked away without another word.

That night, Sera didn't sleep.

Neither did Kael.

They met in the space between their worlds, near the stone ridge overlooking the dead tree where they first saw each other.

She was already there, sitting in silence, face unreadable.

He approached slowly. "I didn't do it."

"I know," she said. "But someone did."

He sat beside her. "This is a game now. Someone's playing both sides."

"And using us as the excuse."

Wind rustled dead leaves between them.

Sera looked at him. "This won't stay hidden much longer."

Kael met her eyes. "Then let's stop pretending it is."

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