-11th june 2025
'Yes/No'- YES.
I spent the day in my room just like i always do, only coming out when it's necessary cause who would ever want to argue with those folks who never listens?
Around 8:43 pm, my brother barged in saying he wants to change and then gave a surprised expression.
"Why aren't you ready yet?"
"Huh? Why am I to get ready?" I said with confusion.
"We're going out don't you know?!"
I felt my heart sink to my stomach cause I knew now things are gonna be bad for me... I stepped out of the room because my brother refused to give me any information...
I saw my SIL in the hallway and I went to ask her what's this about.. she was dressed so pretty! She saw me and said
"Why the hell aren't you ready yet?! Mom is going to kill you! We're about to leave!"
"I.. didn't know we were going out.."
"Did you seriously not know?!"
"No... No one told me anything..and where are we going?"
"Mum is going to be so mad at you!"
I took a long pause and then said
"But ain't I the one who is supposed to be mad? Everyone forgot about me.... No one informed me..."
But she was already gone.
I had 15 mins to get ready i choose a very fancy looking dress and wore it and started doing my makeup when I heard my mother's faint voice coming from the hallway talking to my niece...
"where is she?! What the hell was she doing all this time?!"
And then she started banging on my door.
I opened it only to be greeted with a screaming voice.
"HOW ARE YOU NOT READY YET?! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING?! EVERYONE IS ALREADY READY YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT!"
"I AM NOT READY BECAUSE NO ONE CARED TO INFORM ME ABOUT GOING OUT!"
I screamed back for the first time with the same intensity as her cause I already had enough, cause I already left them in my mind, cause I know I am not the one who's at wrong, not that I am most of the time but let's leave that for some other time. Back to the argument. My mother now more furious shouted
"DID YOU NOT KNOW WE WERE GOING OUT?!"
"NO"
"HOW CAN YOU NOT KNOW?! AND WHT AREN'T YOU READY YET?!!!!"
"BECAUSE NO ONE TOLD ME!!!! AND I JUST STARTED GETTING READY!"
and then she just went silent but I knew I didn't win the argument she just prolly didn't know what to say to put all the blame in me.
I went back to getting ready.. moments later we were getting into car when I realised why is my sister dressed so casually?
"Where are we going?"
"To X (a relative) house"
"What?! Why didn't anyone tell me when I was asking? I over dressed!"
My sister took the opportunity and said
"If you would ever come out of your room then you'll surely know what's happening"
I said that it's not like I am inside all the time and even if I was in my room y'all should've atleast told me stuff!
And woila! My mum now had ground to put it all on my shoulders!
"Why did you not know we were going out?"
"Because like I said no one cared enough to tell me anything"
"How did everyone else know? And everyone talked about it yet you still didn't know"
"Because no one even said anything infront of me! And when my 2nd brother was talking about choosing something to wear earlier today I asked him if he was going somewhere but he never talks properly! And other than that he only said he was going somewhere so I thought it was just him"
"HAH! YOU'RE RIGHT! NOBODY TALKS PROPERLY WITH YOU! I DONT UNDERSTAND IF EVERYONE IS THE PROBLEM OR JUST YOU." she said stressing hardly on the last word totally suggesting that I am the problem. Well she always tells me that if one person does you wrong then they are the problem but if everyone does it then they surely has a reason for it.
It's shameful how more stuff happened after my trip to X house but let's forget that .
Conclusion:
today I got a reason to leave perhaps 2 but let's just count this incident.
297 DAYS REMAINING