IT HAVE BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST FELT LIKE THIS LITTLE ANGRY LITTLE SAD AND JUST LITTLE HAPPY SUCH SUNNY DAY NO?
YOU PUT YOU ARM AROUND MY SHOULDER INFRONT OF ALL OUR FRIENDS MAYBE THEY THINK WE MADE UP NO?
YOU ACT SO FRIENDLY JUST LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED THEN I THINK WILL IT BE BETTER IF I JUST FORGET EVERYTHING LIKE YOU DO? BUT THEN I FELL A DEEP ACHE INSIDE MY HEART LITTLE STRANGE LITTLE HURTFULL BUT CAN'T PUSH YOU AWAY MY FACE SMAIL BUT WHY MY EYES JUST CAN'T SMAIL
I KNOW YOU HATE ME EVEN I DO BUT WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE YOU CARE FOR ME?
SUDDENLY OUR EYES MET AFTER THREE YEARS MY FACE FEEL LITTLE HOT I TRY TO LOOK AWAY JUST LIKE ALWAYS YOU REALIZE AND MAKE JOKE OF ME BUT I DONT KNOW WHY THIS TIME ITS LITTLE DIFFERENT I DREAMED ABOUT IT ALOT BUT THEY ALL DIDN'T WENT WELL.
AND I CLOSE MY EYES AT EVERYTHING AND ASK ABOUT THAT GIRL YOU SMAIL AT ME WITH THAT SAD LOOK IN YOUR EYES " SHE IS DOING WELL WE ALL WILL HUNG OUT TOMORROW " I SMAIL AT YOUR FACE BUT CRY AT HEART.
TIME FLIED AND WE ENDED OUR SWEET DAY. IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT MY EYES STAYED GLUED TO THE CELLING, AS THE WHOLE NIGHT
SLIPPED BY BENEATH THE WEIGHT OF EVERYTHING THAT HAD HAPPENED THE CELLING HAD FADED FROM BLACK TO GREY
OUTSIDE, THE SKY WAS TURNING PALE. ــــــ
SUDDENLY MY LEGS MOVED ON THEIR OWN CARRING ME TOWARD THE WINDOW BESIDE MY CLOSET. THE WIND SLIPPED GENTLY THROUGH THE DELICATE COURTAINs, AND THE NIGHT DRESSED IN GRAY SEEMED TO BE QUIETLY WAITING FOR TOMORROW JUST ME WAITING FOR YOUR SINGLE LOOK UNWARE OF WHAT WAS ABOUT TO UNFOLD TOMORROW