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I wake up back in my room with Vi holding my hand very worried on one side and Ash on the other. Nat is there too dabbing a cold and damp cloth on my forehead. Vi noticed me open my eyes, "Zoe, are you ok? My mother put you through an ordeal. I am so sorry it is all my fault." She starts to cry. I gently squeeze her hand and say, "Vi stop crying. It is ok. I made my decision to embrace my role as your concubine and to follow your every order. It was my decision to push myself to the limit, not yours." She shakes her head, "You are my responsibility now and I failed you." I lightly giggle the best I can with my parched throat, "You are acting like I am on my deathbed. I just overheated a little in the bath and passed out from dizziness. It could happen to anyone."
Vi claps back with a pointed tone, "Not everyone is holding their breath for long periods of time in a very hot bath. I should have just told her to come here to your room after the bath." She takes her other hand and wipes her tears away. I say in a calming tone to help reassure her, "I made the choice to go under the water to go down on her, she did not tell me or force me. Me passing out was 100% my fault for giving it my all to perform my duties. I promised to give you 100% every time for every order." She reaches down and strokes my face, "I will take better care of you from now on. I won't let mother take you in the baths anymore for starters." I slightly nod in acknowledgement, gulping some spit to lubricate my dry throat. I ask now that we have some privacy (Nat and Ash are ok I count this as private), "Vi, would you ever make me lay with one of your brothers or your father? It's just that I don't like men like I do women." She shakes her head, "You do not have to worry about them. I would never make you lay with anyone against your will like that. I want to treasure you while you are here. You trusted me with your mission and it is a noble one. I must do my best to make sure you can fulfill that mission of yours no matter the cost. Speaking of, what is your first step to this mission, Zoe?"
I reply after sighing in frustration since I am having troubles with this, "Awakening my magic. I have a fundamental problem that is different from you guys that is an obstacle for me. I do not feel at home in this body. I look at the reflection and it doesn't feel like me. I did not grow up in this body. Going through all those awkward growth phases and don't forget about the teenage acne. Trying to imagine this body and face as a pimply face teenager and it is hard for me. I know I will have to accept my body first before anything and I have a feeling like a small fire here -" I say as I place my hand on my chest and continue, "- in my chest. I know that is the prerequisite and I have this feeling I will know when it finally clicks and when someone asks me to draw myself I will draw this face knowing it from memory because it is my face. If you ask me to draw my face now I would draw my old face and the feeling in my chest tightens up when I think about it."
Vi responds while placing her hand on her chest going into teacher mode herself, "That feeling in your chest is your magic core. It houses your magic power and it is deeply connected to the psyche and one's feelings. One cannot use magic without understanding one's feelings and embracing them. Listen to your body and that feeling in your chest and you will unlock your magic. Even people with the same type of magic can feel different things when activating magic. I feel calm and peaceful like a lake but some water magic users feel energetic and strong like a coursing river. Water in nature comes in different forms as does our feelings and embracing our magic potential. Same with plants and earth users. Types of wind for wind users and also type of fire for fire users. Listen to that feeling. After hearing you talk about your feelings, in my educated opinion I believe that you are correct in your evaluation. The tightening you spoke of in your chest usually corresponds to something that directly opposes the feeling you need to feel when using magic. Depending on a person's personal magic it could determine what feelings make them 'tighten up' about as we call it. Meaning some people may be physically sickened by feelings of love by magic tightening if the feeling they need to feel to use magic is something hate based and vice versa."
I clutch my chest thinking of the pain I get thinking of my old body as Vi continues her explanation, "Magic has variety just like there is variety in nature with different animals and wildlife. So you never know someone truly unless you know their magic feelings in this world of ours. The bonds of tightening lessen after the awakening so awakened magic users can feel the opposite feelings but there is a pinch in your chest instead of the harsh grip. A person would have to be flooded with opposite feelings to feel a grip in their chest after an awakening. Like if someone had a magic that activated with feelings of love, if they felt flooded with feelings of hate they could have a really harsh grip in their chest. Like say if they saw their family murdered and saw the killers face type of hate would cause them to tighten hard even after awakening. In this situation it could kill them, crippling them when they could be escaping or just by tightening to death. That is the example they used in the magic academy when we learned about tightening. Tightening can be fatal because your magic core is compressing under the stress of the opposite feeling. Tightening can cause a core to implode. Nobody can survive that. Death would be instant. As curious as I am to see your old face, I do not want you to even think about that face while you are unawakened. I don't want you dying before you can fulfill your mission. I would very much like to see that same future you saw in that vision from the goddess with my own eyes." She says with her blue eyes filled with worry.
I respond after she tells me all of the information while still clutching my chest at the shock of all of this news, "That is a lot of information to process. I HAVE AN EXTRA ORGAN? That is so crazy to me. On Earth, there was no magic core in the body. Humans are fundamentally built differently in this world. I am built differently in this world. With new organs come new medical complications. That makes sense though. I have learned a lot in the past few minutes not only about magic but also myself. I can continue my original plan with absolute confidence that I am on the right track. I will definitely be motivated now to try and not think of my old face at least for the time being in the spirit of self preservation." Unable to handle my dry throat any longer, I look over to Nat and ask, "Nat, could you get me a glass of water please?" She nods and does her mmmhmmm she does when she is in work mode. She brings it over to me and I sit up in the bed to drink it and say, "Thank you, Nat." She gives her mmmhmmm again and waits for me to finish drinking the glass. I was a thirsty bitch. When that water hit my lips it felt like nectar from the goddess.
Like when I would be really stoned on Earth drinking ice water. That water just hits differently when you are high. This water hits the same. I was so parched after my time in the bath. I chug that water with a quickness and ask if she can get me another. Vi looks at me like DAMN GIRL with her face. It is kinda funny. I bet she would love the idea of weed. I can just see us getting high as fuck. Experiencing cottonmouth and the munchies. Drinking LOTS of water. I chug the second glass pretty quickly as well. Nat asks me if I want another and I shake my head in a refusal. In my head in my best Alexa voice I say to myself in my inner monologue, "Returned to Homeostasis." Having had just the perfect amount of water. Vi says, "By the goddess you drank that quickly. You must have really been parched from your ordeal. I was initially going to be selfish and ask to sleep in here with you but I am afraid I might start being naughty and you are just recovering. So with that said, good night Zoe. I hope you have sweet dreams and a very restful sleep." She bends down and kisses me gently on the lips and her and Nat leave us.
Ash asks very pitifully, "Zoe, are you ok? I was really worried when they carried you in here like that. I looked down with so much worry when the royal knight guy with the queen and princess placed you in the bed. I was so scared." He says and starts crying. He says he was looking down so I look up at the ceiling and see some wooden beams going across the top of the room. I can totally see him having a blast up there and flying with his magic around the room. My heart is bursting with love for my friend here. I turn over on my side facing Ash and pet him, "I am so sorry I worried you, Ash. I am ok now. Especially since I have someone here that worries so much. How could I not be feeling better?" I pick him up and give him a little kiss on top of his head, "I love you, Ash." He sniffles and wipes his face with those tiny hands of his, "I love you too, Zoe." I scratch his head gently and we say goodnight and go to bed. Ash cuddles very closely as if scared I will leave and we drift off to sleep.
The next morning I get up and do a workout routine focusing on my legs today. Really enjoying these knees. When I think that my chest feels warm. My magic core liked that. Whenever I say things about accepting my body my core feels nice. I have been trying to get in the habit of thinking and saying the things I like about my body with intention. The first time I walked up the stairs I felt a nice ever so slight and faint hum of warmth as I was appreciating the knees on this body. That was the first time I noticed it. It was so small it felt like I imagined it and therefore didn't think it may have been an important feeling I needed to feel so I just filed it away as a simple happy feeling and moved on. I am doing squats in front of the mirror for two reasons. I have to make sure I have proper form so as to not injure myself and this fresh body. Also, to become more familiar with my own body. Seeing myself doing different things is helping feel more at home though it still feels like I have a ways to go.
After I start to get muscle fatigue I switch to calf raises. Continuing to look at myself. This pretty face almost looks wrong on this muscular body. My old face may not have been as pretty but it sure was handsome. I had the ever so slightest chisel on my jaw line it wasn't a crazy chisel but I really liked it. My jaw line was my favorite facial feature on my old face. My chest started to tighten and I realized I was thinking about my face again as sweat started dripping from my brow. This is going to be really difficult. How am I supposed to not think about my old face? I feel like there is more to it than just the face. I think I am missing something. Maybe when I am thinking about that face and yearning for it I am not accepting my current face? I think that is it. I need to try and change how I think. This is the hardest thing I think I have ever had to do. It isn't like I can just flip a switch and magically accept my face and body like that.
To get rid of the pain in my chest I say out loud, "I like my knees. I like my knees. I like my knees." As I say that the grip on my chest releases. I sigh and with that I call my workout over and go over to my table and take the pitcher Nat left and pour myself a glass of water chugging it. I take my shirt and bring it up to my face to wipe off the sweat. As I am doing this a knock followed by Nat comes in as if on cue with breakfast with Vi in tow. I am still wiping sweat off of my face which means my abs are currently showing. She licks her lips seductively paired with a brief nibble of her lip then purrs, "Oooh, I was coming to check on you to make sure you are feeling better and I came to find you in very…fine form. Really glad you are feeling better, Zoe. I will be leaving the castle today for some new duties in Lilia so I won't be back until later today. My father wants to give me more responsibility and wants me to be a mediator with the people to get more acclimated with my position of leadership. Don't worry, I won't dare miss our appointment tonight." She says as she winks at me. She approaches me and gives me a kiss on the lips, "Have a good day, Zoe. Try to work on your magic while I am gone. I want you to awaken as soon as possible for your own safety." I nod while running a hand through my sweaty hair, "That was the plan, Vi. I have done some introspection and I think it is less about my old face and rejecting the one I have. It just seems to be centered around my old face because I long for it still. The feeling behind the face. Longing for that face means rejecting this face."
She responds with a hint of worry in those piercing blue eyes of hers, "Trust what you feel. You have felt it first hand so you know it best. From how you described it as a feeling that tracks with magic psychology 101. It is all in the feeling and introspection into oneself." She kisses me one more time and then says, "Sorry I was greedy. I needed one more kiss. I am off now. Have a good day, Zoe." She says as she opens the door and before she can leave I say, "You too, Vi." She smiles softly at me as she tells the guards outside to listen vigilantly since I will be practicing magic in case I have a tightening incident and they acknowledge as she shuts the door. The guards now I don't think are preventing me from escaping now like they were probably there initially for, but more of protection by the princess now. Like bodyguards is what they feel like now. I think it was one of them that Ash saw bringing me back in the room after I passed out.
Once Vi leaves I go to my breakfast and see Nat over to the side salivating a little. I ask her as I sit down at the table in my room where Nat prepared my food, "Would you like to join me?" Nat then replies waving her hands in refusal, "Oh, I could never dream of sitting down and eating food I was meant to serve you!" I wink, "I won't tell if you won't" Nat then sighs and says, "Well if that is the case, I will gladly accept your offer." She says as she takes a seat at my table. She follows up, "No one has ever invited me to eat with them here at this castle. We servants eat in our own designated space never to share with our employers." I reply with a shrug, "Well technically I am not your employer so we can eat together as much as we want." I say with a smile. She smiles and says, "Thanks, Zoe."
We then silently enjoy scrambled eggs, bread and jam. No fruit on the side today. Ash wasted no time hurrying up for food and I set aside some for him, giving him a little of everything. He eats it quickly and goes back up to his scaffolding in case we get more visitors with a decent size piece of bread in tow for snacking if he gets hungry later. We eat our fill and she gets her fill of the jam. Her eyes lit up with every bite she took. She is acting really adorable now. Right before I say anything the queen comes in and Nat looks terrified and hops up wiping her face and she reprimands her, "Why were you sitting eating with her while you are working?" Like she is implying Nat isn't worthy or something with disdain, I don't like that. I get up and bow to the queen as a greeting and say on Nat's behalf, "I am sorry Queen Felicia. That was all my fault. She only sat down after I insisted. She was reluctant to do so out of a sense of duty."
Queen Felicia relaxes her tense and formidable yet slender shoulders and replies, "Well if that is the case then I guess it is fine. I came to see if you were doing better and I see that my worry was misplaced. I will be going now. I might be back a little later." She says with that sultry tone while giving me elevator eyes, "Maybe after you get yourself cleaned up of course." I replied with another bow, "Of course, your highness. My body is yours as long as the princess allows it." She lets out a sultry chuckle and looks at me again with those lustful eyes and then leaves. Nat lets out a sigh when she leaves. Queen Felicia has a very formidable and intimidating presence. I would hate to get on her bad side.
I turn to Nat and say, "I am sorry I got you in trouble with her highness. No offense but these are terrible working conditions. You should be allowed breaks and to sit down every so often." Nat laughs, "I don't think we royal servants have the nerve to take a break. They can kill us on a whim. They have killed both servants and slaves on a whim. Mainly Prince Julio, but the queen and the king have also put servants and slaves to death. We are terrified but the pay is too good to pass up the opportunity. We need these jobs to send money home to our families." I respond with a soft smile and a reassuring tone, "If that is the case, then whenever you are with me consider it a break and relax and sit down. Here go ahead and sit back down and now that it is just the two of us Ash can come down real quick to say hello. I don't think we will be getting another visitor and you can enjoy his company while taking a load off of your feet. Actually, before I go to the baths to wash, take off your shoes. I will rub your feet for you."
I scooch my chair over closer to her and she interjects, "First you tell me to take a break and then you say you are going to give me a foot massage? Like I am a mistress?" and I say, "No, like a friend. Now give me your feet." She concedes and is petting Ash in a way to conceal him if we get an unexpected visitor, lifting her feet into my lap and I rub her calloused feet. She lets out a relaxed sigh and asks, "This feels so good. Thank you." I return her usual 'Mmmmhmmmm' while smiling while continuing to rub her feet working all of the knots out. Carefully and changing methods often.
Nat then sighs and says, "You know, I was struggling using my magic there for a bit and would sometimes not be able to fulfill my job duties because I couldn't tap into that emotion for magic. I need to feel at ease in order to use magic and after I was raped I had a hard time feeling at ease again. The queen had me lashed repeatedly and I have the scars on my back to prove it. I was just starting to get my magic back again and then you came. I just feel so at ease with you here that magic just felt fully natural again. That day when I saw you soaking wet with your sweat I felt it in my heart I could use magic to help you and I listened to my core. Since you have come I can use magic just like before everything happened. So thank you for being here." She says smiling softly at me while tying her hair into a ponytail.
I replied feeling grateful for Nat's presence, "Thank you for being here. I am just trying to survive in this castle and you are too. Both of us are in the same boat. If you weren't here, I would probably still be crying to myself like a caged bird. The mission I am on is very intimidating and feels overwhelming. Way more than an ordinary woman like me can handle. The pressure on my shoulders to succeed is very heavy and I can't afford to not succeed. I may not originally be from this world but it doesn't mean I don't want to protect the life here. I just need to devote this most probably short life of mine to helping the people of this world."
Nat replies in between moans of pleasure from the foot rub, "What do you mean short life? Are you expecting to die young?" I reply slightly dejected, "Well it is only realistic. I will encounter many people along my journey who will try to kill or stop me from succeeding. A mission of this importance I doubt I will live long with that many enemies. I can be naive and gullible and take what people say at face value a lot of the time. It wouldn't be hard for an enemy to deceive me. I want to get out of this castle as soon as possible because I feel like there are more people in here that would want to harm my mission than out there. Yet, I have the best chance of survival at the moment in this position and the goddess wants me here. She put me here for some reason and I want to have faith in her like she has in me. I will stay in this castle as long as the goddess needs me to."
Nat says wearing a soft smile, "I hope that is a while so I can enjoy your company. You help make this castle bearable." I replied after a light chuckle, "Ditto." She looks at me inquisitively, "Ditto?" I feel like a dumb ass, "Sorry, that is a term from my first life. Usually meaning to replicate sentiment. Though Ditto was also a character in a game called Pokemon that could transform into any other 'monster' character being like a mirror image. He was like a pink blob of slime with dopey looking eyes." Nat responded with slight excitement in her tone, "We have pink slimes. You can see through them and the way the light hits them is actually pretty. Though I hate when they touch me they are really gross." She says as she shivers and continues, "Some slimes are made of acid that can melt armor and burn skin so you have to be careful with them. I forget which kinds though since I do not go out adventuring. I am sure there are books in the library on the different kinds of creatures in this world."
I replied intrigued, "I am actually very curious about that. Speaking of, were you able to see if I can borrow some books from the library and bring them to my room?" Nat replies wearing an 'Oh Shit' face, "Oh yea! I totally forgot to tell you. So much happened it slipped my mind. They gave you permission to take books. Just let me know which ones you take so I can keep track of them for accountability purposes." I responded feeling excited thinking 'SCORE' to myself, "That is awesome, thank you for asking on my behalf. I completely understand and will let you know all the books I want to take out of the library." Nat replies with a smile, "You are most welcome." She claps her hands on her thighs and continues, "Thank you so much for the foot rub. I need to get back to work before someone comes to fetch me."
I pat her feet platonically then I release her feet so she can place them down and say, "Just let me know if you need another one. I got you covered, Nat. We need to stick together and support one another in this terrifying place." I reach out and we grab hands. She holds my hand as if we are shaking without the shake and grabs the back of my hand with her other hand and I return the gesture. Nat nods and replies, "Stuck like slime." I giggle thinking they must not have glue here and slimes do sound like they would be very sticky and repeat, "Stuck like slime." She gets her shoes back on and then stands up and takes the cart with her leaving to continue doing what all she does. Thinking back on the slimes I wonder if there is a variety of slime that acts like glue so they have it in the world but it just comes from a different place. I am really curious but that is a research topic for another time. I need to go wash myself off before meditating in front of the mirror. I grab my concubine outfit and head out.
After cleaning myself off in the baths and getting back in the room I meditate in front of the mirror. I examine my body. Soaking in my reflection. Trying to absorb the fact that this is my body. I look at this pretty face. After a few days I haven't seen any unibrow come in or hairs on my chin. Those actually used to annoy me so much in my first life and the goddess gave me this body that is completely hairless besides the hair on my head and my eyebrows and a small well manicured triangle in my pubic area. The area around my lips is bare which is perfect for my type of lady-scaping. In my past life I often let all my body hair just run free. Everywhere but my face. I often joked my pubic region was like a jungle then. Though I wonder if she made me this perfect to make me more desirable for the royal family. I do like how I have to make no effort in my appearance. I was pretty carefree in my first life when it came to my appearance and I didn't deserve my perfectly handsome reflection because I barely did anything to take care of it besides my daily showers. I would pluck my unibrow and chin hairs every night that was about the extent I would put in my daily appearance.
I am thankful I do not have to pluck chin hairs. As I think that my chest warmly hums. My core liked that. My magic likes me to accept this body so I need to find more things I like. This is so hard I would rather find things I like about Ash. I continue to look at my reflection. Damn these muscles look good. My chest hums in approval. I think I need to know what I need to do. In my old body I used to peacock myself around in front of mirrors and reflective surfaces always admiring my handsome self. I need to start that here and give myself a compliment every time. Here is a resolution to myself. I must give myself one compliment every time I see my reflection. This felt normal in my old body but I will have to train myself to accept myself in this one.
I stay here giving myself positive affirmations on my appearance and staring at my reflection and must have been here an hour maybe two and I hear a knock and the door opens with the queen in my door. I get up immediately to bow as a greeting. She looks at me, "Great, you cleaned yourself up for me nicely. Are you admiring your own beauty?" She says, staring at me in front of the mirror. I reply looking back into the mirror while still standing up, "I need to get comfortable in my body before I can unlock my magic. I feel as if I am an imposter though I know I am not. I am just in a new body. Vi says the feeling I have in my chest means I am on the right track." The queen purrs, "Vi huh? Not 'Princess Vi'?" Shit. I probably should not have said that. She giggles that sultry giggle of hers, "I am just teasing you. I am well aware of your little arrangement. Well at least what she will divulge to her own mother that is."
She approaches me and wraps her arms around me from behind looking at my own reflection. Touching my face with one of her hands, "Is this face of yours so bad? I think it is quite lovely." She says this stroking me on my face like I am her personal pet. She removes her hand and starts touching my body on my stomach, "I think your body is quite lovely too." She starts to slowly work her way between my legs and I say, "Your highness, I ask that you don't touch me down there. You can touch me anywhere else you desire." Queen Felicia does not look pleased at my words, "Are you just keeping that for my daughter? Is she the only one allowed to touch you or something because that would make me really jealous." She purrs in a slightly aggressive manner like I am some sort of possession to be fought over. The longer I am here the less I feel like a person.
I responded shaking my head, "That isn't it your highness. I told Vi the same thing. I am just not ready to be touched like that yet. I would probably just start crying from missing my wife and ruin the mood. I just please ask that you respect my wishes. I will still allow you to touch me anywhere else you would like and I can do anything else you want me to do." She purrs at me biting her lip seductively as she continues to touch my flesh while studying my reflection, "Anything?" I nod. When I nod in agreement her hand gets very cold like ice immediately as if a switch was hit. Like my answer sparked something within her. She drags her hand across my body in one more smooth motion and walks to the door and whispers something to Nat and Nat looks uncomfortable at the words the queen spoke. She nods to whatever the queen said and rushes off with a look of concern on her face.
The queen comes back to me and wraps her arms back around me while we wait for Nat to return with whatever the queen requested. She kisses my neck while touching me all over with her very cold hands. She is interrupted by a knock and the queen says, "You may enter." Nat comes in with all of the things we will be needing for sex today. The first thing I see is a whip. What did I just sign up for? I also see dog ears, a butt plug dog tail, a collar and a leash. It looks like she wants me to do puppy play but with a whip sounds hardcore. I do not know how I feel about that. Before I can think much more on it she tells Nat, "You can go now."
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While shooing her away with her hands. She turns to me and says firmly, "Strip." While grabbing the whip and pulling it tight. I take my clothes off and she yells, "Faster! You are going too slow. She snaps the whip just for the sound for now and I take my clothes off in record speed. After I am completely naked I reach for the collar and put it on. She purrs looking at me with lascivious eyes and a smirk, "That is a very good puppy dog." I ask the queen while holding the butt plug tail, "Is there lubrication for the tail?" The queen snaps and furrows her brow and loudly yells, "Puppy dogs don't ask questions! They bark!" and whips my naked back repeatedly until I bark for her. She then says, "Just like that." Taking that as a no to my question, I then spit on it as much as I can knowing spit does very little for this and I yelp in pain as I insert it. I am crying a little bit by the time it is fully inside me. It really hurts to wear.
I put on the dog ears and then I sit down like a good dog would. Trying my best not to get whipped again. Though I would take the pain of the whip over this big dog tail butt plug any day. The whip was just a love tap in comparison to the pain I feel from this plug. She then says, "That is a good puppy." She gets some more supplies that I could not initially see that were out of sight from the side of the cart and pulls out a dog bowl and some sort of weird looking food that I am assuming is actual dog food. She puts the leash on me. She then fills the bowl with food and puts it down. She yanks my collar, which throws me on all fours and yanks me to the dog food and orders, "Eat it!" I start eating and it tastes fucking terrible. I start coughing by reflex and she whips me again. "I SAID EAT!" I start crying, eating it as fast as I can to make this experience get over with and hopefully not taste it as much. There is no way dogs actually like to eat this garbage. I finish and wipe my tears a little. The queen says, "Uh-uh. You missed some over here." She points to the floor where I coughed up earlier. She continues snapping the whip in her hand for the extra sound of authority, "Lick it up." This is so dehumanizing.
I walk over there on all fours apparently not fast enough and she yanks my collar again and I cough. I get by the food on the floor and bend down almost like I am doing a deep bow almost and lick it up. She puts her cold foot on my face. It may be covered in a sock at this moment but I can still feel the chill. "Yesss. That is it. Eat it all up, my new little pet." I finish and she yanks me over to the bed making me cough pretty badly. "Now my pet is going to make her master feel good. Bark for me, my puppy." I bark and she does that sultry giggle of hers, "That's a good puppy." She takes off her clothes and gets in the bed. She then says with that deviously formidable sultry tone of hers, "I am going to take you for a ride, my little puppy."
She yanks me on the bed on my back with the dog tail putting pressure on my anal cavity in this position. It really hurts. For once since being here I am not imagining my wife doing this. I would never want to taint her image with this terrible experience. She then straddles my head and sits on my face. Facing the rest of my body. She is still holding my leash and I start to lick. I start by licking like a dog would but on the lips of her labia. Embracing the puppy role so as to not get choked right now. I feel like if she wants something she is going to yank that the first chance she gets. Everything on the queen's body is cold as ice right now. Even the lips of her sex. I am getting really cold in response though I continue to lick and lick while reaching up and grabbing her breasts with my hands.
She starts humping my face as I continue to lick while she moans seductively. After a while so she doesn't get bored of my licking the lips of her labia like a dog I swirl my tongue around the hood of her clit but after a minute of that I go to suck her clit like that rose toy that was on Earth that women nicknamed 'The soul snatcher' And she yells in ecstasy, "Oh Goddess! Yes! Yes! I let go of my suction and go back and do more swirling with my tongue around the hood. Then repeating the suction and the queen yelling out in ecstasy again. She is feeling like she might be close. I do it one more time and this time on the swirls on my tongue I do it more aggressively and her moans and yells of pleasure are telling me I am on the right track and after a minute or so of that when she sounds really close to orgasming I switch to her clit and suck on it hard like the soul snatcher and I claw at the queen's stomach and scratch while she comes violently on my face aggressively humping my face during this very long orgasm.
I am unable to breathe at the moment but this is nowhere near like last night in the baths so I should be able to tough it out until she is done. I continue to suck while clawing at her during her orgasm until she finally slows down after a minute of constant back to back waves of orgasms.
She unstraddles my head and plops down beside me and I gasp for air. She is breathing very hard right now and says in a very breathy voice, "I could get used to a pet like you. She strokes my head and then says, "Ok puppy get up and get me a glass of water." I get up and pour the queen some water and take it to her. I am very parched right now and would love some but I do not want to get whipped again for asking right now. I'll just chug water as soon as she leaves. She drinks it pretty quickly and I put the glass back on the table and go back to the bed. She yanks my collar to pull me in for a kiss and then she starts to touch me while she moans, "I could stay in bed kissing and touching you all day, but I need to get back to my duties. You were a good puppy." She says as she pets me on my head and gets up to leave.
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Nat comes in and shuts the door. Once the queen is out of the room I go to the chamber pot and I throw up. I am shivering violently now. I am so cold. Nat rushes over to my aid and drapes a blanket over me while I continue to puke. She then pours me a glass of water for when I finish puking up all that dog food. After I puke I gladly accept the offering and chug all the water. I immediately take out the butt plug. Yelping in pain at the now covered with blood butt plug that drops to the floor. Nat gasps in horror and grabs it and puts it on her cart in the hidden compartment so I wouldn't have to look at it. I take off the ears and the collar and I feel exhausted.
I was hungry before the queen came and even though I vomited everything up and can't even think of eating right now. I want to talk with the goddess but I know I have to wait for Vi tonight. I lay back down in the bed still shivering and Nat got a warm-wet cloth and wiped down my back from where the queen whipped me into submission. She also wipes around my neck and then she also wipes away some of the blood that is still coming out of my butt from the huge plug. She covers me back up with the blankets so I can warm up and then places a warm-wet cloth on my turned forehead. I think she is scared to roll me on my back since there are lashes there but they don't bother me at all right now.
The cold I feel right now is what is bothering me the most. The coldness of her touch. I shiver violently at the thought. I roll over on my back myself and readjust the cloth on my forehead so it rests evenly. Ash comes down and doesn't say anything, he just cuddles with me and I drift off to sleep while Nat nurses me, replacing the cloth on my head every so often with a fresh warm-wet cloth. Neither one of them has said one word. A tear escapes my eye and I drift off to sleep.