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The Ink that saved me

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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 : The Night I Almost Quit

Chapter 1: The Night I Almost Quit

The rain tapped softly against the window, each droplet tracing invisible scars on the glass. Outside, the city sparkled under a layer of mist, beautiful yet distant and indifferent. Inside her small apartment, Clara Evans sat at her desk, hollow-eyed, staring at the glowing screen that had let her down yet again.

Another rejection.

Another polite reminder that she wasn't good enough.

"Thank you for your submission. Unfortunately, your work is not a fit for us at this time. We wish you the best in your writing journey."

She could recite those words by heart now. Thirty-seven emails. Thirty-seven rejections. They didn't sting like sharp needles anymore; they drained her slowly, one polite sentence after another.

Her breath caught in her throat as she closed the laptop, hoping that shutting it would somehow quiet the storm in her chest. But it didn't. The silence felt heavy and suffocating.

She glanced at the corkboard above her desk. The post-it notes, once filled with ideas and dreams, now felt like mocking ghosts. She had put her heart into her novel—years of late nights and coffee-fueled mornings—and all she had earned was silence.

Her phone buzzed. It was a message from her mother.

Mom:

Don't forget to apply for that receptionist job, Clara. You can't keep chasing shadows forever.

Her eyes burned. Shadows. That's what they called her dream. That's what she had become.

Clara stood up and paced the small apartment, her arms wrapped tightly around her trembling body. The room smelled of old coffee and fading hope. She was twenty-four, broke, single, and sitting on a mountain of stories no one wanted to read.

"I should just give up," she whispered.

But she couldn't say it louder. Saying it out loud would make it real.

She walked to the window and pressed her forehead against the cool glass, watching the blurred city lights. Neon signs blinked like soulless eyes, indifferent to her struggle. Somewhere out there, people were laughing, falling in love, living lives she only wrote about.

Her heart ached in ways words couldn't describe.

She thought of her ex-boyfriend, Marcus. He had left her a year ago. He said she was "too lost in her fantasies." He said she wasn't "present enough." He said she chose her imaginary worlds over him.

Maybe he was right.

Maybe everyone was.

Clara wiped away a tear, scolding herself. "Stop it."

Her hands trembled as she returned to her desk. Her laptop glowed like a quiet enemy.

For a long moment, she simply stared at the blank document. The cursor blinked rhythmically—a silent dare.

Then, without thinking, her fingers moved.

One sentence appeared on the screen.

"This isn't my story."

The words surprised her.

Her heart fluttered.

"This is hers."

She didn't know where the words came from. But something inside her cracked open—a dam she hadn't realized she'd built. Suddenly, like a wild current, the story spilled out of her.

She wrote about a girl—broken but fierce—who received a mysterious letter from a stranger offering her a chance to rewrite her fate. A letter that promised more than redemption. A letter that whispered of love, of danger, of secrets long buried.

Clara's fingers danced across the keys. The world outside faded, replaced by the vivid landscape inside her mind. She felt alive—more alive than she had in months. The ache in her chest softened as her characters came to life, their emotions blending with hers.

Every line felt raw, desperate, honest. There was no plan, no outline. Only emotion.

And romance.

A romance that felt too real.

The way her heroine's heart trembled when she first saw him—the mysterious stranger who held both her salvation and her ruin. The way his eyes were haunted yet tender, as if he carried his own wounds but still reached out for hers.

Clara's pulse quickened as she wrote their first encounter in the rain, the moment his fingertips brushed her heroine's tear-streaked cheek. She poured into them every ounce of longing she had buried within herself—every silent wish for someone to see her, to understand her, to hold her.

It was intoxicating.

It was terrifying.

And it was beautiful.

Hours passed. She didn't even notice the clock as the soft light of dawn began creeping through the curtains.

Finally, her fingers stilled. She blinked, exhausted and breathless.

There it was. A full chapter.

Rough. Imperfect. Unfiltered.

But alive.

Clara stared at the words on her screen, her chest rising and falling rapidly. It felt like something had shifted inside her. For the first time, she hadn't written to impress agents or fit into a market—she had written for herself.

And for him.

Whoever he was.

Maybe some part of Marcus still haunted her heart. Or maybe this stranger she was creating was the man she wished had come instead—someone who didn't run away from her messy dreams but wanted to dive into them with her.

Her hand hovered over the mouse.

What if I just post it?

It was a risky thought. She never posted first drafts. But right now, she didn't care. This wasn't the polished, carefully revised manuscript that had earned her thirty-seven rejections. This was something different.

Something honest.

She logged into an obscure online writing platform—one of those endless sites filled with hopeful writers sharing their stories with the void.

No one would notice, she reasoned. No one ever did.

She uploaded the file, typed a title without overthinking it:

"The Stranger's Letter"

Genre: Romance, Mystery, Suspense.

She hesitated one last moment, her finger hovering.

Then, with strange defiance, she clicked Publish.

It was done.

Clara exhaled deeply, as if she had just revealed a secret she'd kept too long. She closed her laptop and let her tired body sink into bed.

The rain had stopped outside. The city hummed softly as dawn broke.

Her last thought before sleep took her was oddly peaceful:

"Maybe… just maybe… someone out there will read it."

She didn't know that somewhere, across the globe, as she closed her eyes—readers had already found it.

And everything was about to change.

To Be continued ...