Jason are you okay? I shake my head out of my thoughts and turn to Daniel. We are in class and I've not paid any attention, I cannot stop myself from thinking about the night that me and Chloe fought.
She pissed me of so much, that I kept my distance from her throughout the weekend. Of course I had to drive her to school, though in silence. It was awkward, but I had to drive her or else my dad will flip. And I just couldn't when I looked at her face.
I am angry with her for not giving me answers, but when I saw her in the morning it kind of faded. Her sad blue eyes are hunting me, I mean looking at her just gives me so many different conflicting emotions.
I nod to Daniel, I'm just thinking.
Yeah, you kinda look lost in there, he points at my head and I snorts at him.
Fuck of Daniel I tell him, and he gives me a fake hurt face, I shake my head then the bell rings and we walk out together.
Have you seen Jessica today? Daniel asked me I shake my head no.
Probably she's in a room with some guy, I say why laughing.
Yeah probably, we walk down the hallway and I noticed Chloe at her locker.
See you later, Daniel says and he walked up to his next class.
Yeah I answer and open up my locker, I give Chloe some glasses it seems she has not noticed me. I turned and take out my books.
Then I take a look out Chloe again, I saw a guy standing next to her, Ryan. He is in the football team like me, he is good but rude. I study Chloe she looks small so I know she's uncomfortable, he is standing so close to her so I start walking towards them.
Chloe her blue scared eyes reaching mine, and I can feel my heart in my throat. I don't like when she looks at me like that I stop next to her.
Can I talk to you she turns, and ryan the hint and walk away.
Are you okay? I asked after I watch him turn round the corner. She just nods and turned back to her locker, I sigh. I am now irritated that she can just shut me out like that again.
I just helped you and you are not going to even thank me? She closed the locker hard.
I didn't ask for your help, she says harshly and I am hurt because I know it is my fault. I made her feel this way, the bell rings and Chloe left leaving me alone.
After watching her walk out of my sight I feel a void inside of me, she had this effects to make me feel like an emotional roller coaster. I feel the blood in my veins boiling, I kick the trash can making the garbage pour on the floor, I look around no one saw me I felt relief.
The sun is shining through the window in my car, I have been waiting for Chloe in the car for almost 15 minutes now, and I'm starting to run out of patience. I was tapping my fingers on the steering wheels repeatedly, most of the students have left but they are still few around that are still standing and talking.
I give up and step out of the car, there is no sign of her in the parking lot so I began walking around. She might be on the bleachers or something.
I turn around the corner and to my surprise she is not on the bleachers, Chloe is on the soccer field she is playing around, by herself and she is very good. She kicks the ball slightly in the air and it falls down.
Before it can reach the ground she kicked it hard and it went through the gold post, I can't stop the smile that comes to my face. It was amazing she stands there looking at the ball inside the goal post scratching her neck.
She looks upset, how can she be angry with such an amazing goal. I walked towards her seems like she haven't noticed me yet. She sits down on the grass.
Didn't know you played and you play so well, she turns around to look at me and she don't her eyes fast back to the goal post.
Why don't you try out for the female team? She shakes her head and I sit down next to her.
What are you doing out here she asked?
I thought maybe you would have left without me by now.
I couldn't do that after last time that was why I was waiting for you in the car park, she looks at me now with her blue eyes sparkling in the shining sun. She has a flat smile on my face, and I'm sorry that I did that to you, I want her to know I feel bad about what I did to her. She just nods I lean my head back I'm sorry.
Chloe can you please stop ignoring me.
Am not ignoring you.
Yes you are and it is annoying, because every time I try to do something nice, you don't show any sign of being grateful. It makes me angry then I do something stupid that hurts you, I tell her.
You don't have to do anything for me, and you don't need to care about how I feel. How can she say something like that she is beating herself up.
Chloe, I care believe me. I know I have treated you bad and I am sorry. I think you are the kindest person I have ever met, you took the blame for me and not many people can do that. I'm sorry I misjudged you, she shakes her head she doesn't believe me still.
I am not your kind, yes you are believe me and stop judging yourself. She stood up and start working to the parking lots i start running after her.
Chloe stop, I grab her arm even though I know I shouldn't have. She stops but stands with her back to me, I move around to stand in front of her, while still holding her arm.
I don't want her to go again I look deep into her eyes, they are telling me she is hurt and sad, but most of us she looks tired she's always tired.
Can we just go home? she begs, how can I say no when she looks at me like that with her blue eyes pleading with me, it makes my heart melt and I give in.
Sure, I let go of our arm I will work to the car while I drove us home. I know I should probably give up on trying to get her talk to me, but I won't give up. There is just something about her that draws me more to her, I'm not sure if it is annoying because I can't get through to her, or if I like chasing her in some way.
I do not know anyone has closed off as her, there is just so much I do not know about her. But I know I want to know her, I can't force her to do it I just want to know what she likes to do. Just like now when I found her playing soccer, I never knew we had in common.
I'm sorry I push you too much, I tell her I looking at her.
No it's okay, that surprised me.
I know you try and it's nice most people won't do that, is saddened me to know that people do not want to use their time to get to know her
I guess I am not like most people then, I looked at her and she has that same crooked smile across her face. It warms my heart when I make her smile.
So in a way it is okay that I try? I asked not sure and stop the car behind dad car then turn to look at on Chloe.
Yes but don't expect so much like you do I know okay, I think I should probably slow down a little.
Can I ask you something? she looks at me skeptically.
Okay she says go on, but I know I was going to ask her anyway.
When did you start playing soccer? She looks cut off guard she didn't expect me to ask that.
Since I could walk I guess she began scratching her neck.
When I was little my brother took me to this small field and we played for like almost everyday, I didn't know she had a brother.
Where is your brother now I asked? She looks down at the floor of the car think Jason.
I just crossed the line didn't I? she knows her head then look at me.
But it's okay she promised with a smile on her face, I nod but I feel bad for my own stupidity.
Well, I start and look at her again.
Now I know more things about you then I did, she smiles and we step out of the car and walked into the house.