MAHIRA'S POV
I just want to die. For the fact that I allowed another man to touch me and even fuck me it's so bad. It's been eight months already, four more months to go before I can leave Adamsen's villa. Unfortunately I can't tell myself that im going back to Thane,he has already moved on. In four months time he'll be getting married to Bianca. I received divorce papers three months ago and I was forced to sign them. Adamsen was always working but whenever he wasn't he would spend time with me.
He was really sweet but in bed he was totally different. I really don't understand Adamsen because he is just so confusing. He's very cold and if I didn't live with him I'd think he had no heart but he has this sweet side of him. Well I guess he only shows it to me. I think him taking care of me has improved my mental health a bit but I still see that little girl in a white dress. I decided to call that little angelic devil death. It's the only name I could think of. Whenever she appears she just convinces me to commit suicide. Adamsen has saved me three times,once when I nearly drowned myself in a pool,the next I was about to blow up the house and the third time I was about to jump off a building again.
I was lost in thought when Adamsen disrupted me.
Adamsen," take a shower and wear the dress I got you yesterday."
Mahira," excuse me! What gives you the right to order me around? Why should I wear that dress while im staying home."
Adamsen," we are going to an event so im taking you along as my girlfriend."
Mahira," Thanks but no thanks!"
Adamsen," This is not for me okay. Im not even willing to go there but I figured you miss your son's. Don't you want to see them?"
Mahira," Angelo and Alexander? You are really going to let me see them."
Adamsen," I want you to see your son's but stay away from Thane."
Mahira," are we going to Thane?"
Adamsen," It's Thane's engagement party so you can see your kid's from a distance before we leave. If you won't be able to bare it it's okay, you can stay here."
Mahira," No no, I can handle it. I just want to see my son's. Thank you."
I took a quick shower. I was never really a fan of bathing so ...yeah. This is what I meant by Adamsen was confusing. One minute he wishes well for me ,next he's cold. I wore the sexy red dress Adam was talking about. It was a body con with a long lace and one arm. I had red fifteen inch heels that matched the dress. As always I didn't apply makeup and I braided one side of my hair and I applied lipgloss to moisturize my lip's.
Adamsen was mesmerized by my simple beauty and he complimented me.
Adamsen," Wow hottie. You look hot. Very pretty, there's no one as gorgeous as you my flower. Come, let's go."
That flattered me. It's been long since I've heard a compliment from a man. It made me smile. We entered a luxurious hotel and I wasn't quite surprised. Adamsen was a gentleman,a real one. But he was rude with other girl's. We sat on our sits which unfortunately had to be close , and by close I mean so close to the stage where the bride and groom would sit.
Thane and I had a short eye contact. I could see jealousy in his eyes and remembering how he treated me made me shiver. Adamsen held my hand which made Thane angrier. He broke a wine glass he was holding and claimed it was a mistake.
The engagement ceremony went on smoothly. Angelo and Alexander were clinging onto Elena throughout the ceremony. It warmed my heart that they had someone to protect them and take care of them. I didn't have to worry anymore. After the exchange of ring's, Thane suddenly pulled Bianca closer to him and kissed her passionately. I felt a pang in my heart but I tried to ignore it.
Thane said sweet words to her.
Thane," I love you so much Bianca. I wish I had found you earlier then I wouldn't have wasted my time with worthless bitches. "
He was talking about me. He called me a bitch. I looked up to prevent the tear's from falling.
Adamsen," If this ceremony is hurting you then we can go somewhere else. I can take you out or something."
I wiped the tear's that had already managed to escape my eye's.
" No it's okay. Im here for my son's and not him."
Suddenly Bianca called me to the stage. How I wanted the earth to swallow me or a tornado to take me with it but no,no earthquake no tornado. I went to the stage but my heart was telling me to run away. Bianca hugged me and turned to the audience.
Bianca," Ladies and gentlemen this is Mahira Carson. The CEO of AMS Film Production Studio,im pretty sure you've heard her name. Well she's Thane's ex wife and Angelo and Alexander mother."
Whatever this bitch is planning im sure it's not good for me.
Bianca," This woman here is not as good as she looks. Her children are experiencing a mental health disorder because of her. Look at them they're even scared of her."
Wait what did she say. Why would she disclose that to the public.
Bianca," That's why Thane divorced her, because she was harrasing her children. Because of her ,her son's are not well,they nearly died...."
Mahira," Do you want me to expose you? Listen here I am a very good mother okay. Yes I agree my son's hate me but I'm not a bad mom."
Bianca," Children never lie, Angelo why do you hate your mom?"
Angelo hid behind Elena," because...be... cause she...mom is a murderer."
After saying that he ran away. I was shocked. People start asking me questions and clicked countless pictures of me. They threw countless questions at me. I should've known that she was up to something. My head started aching because of the tight space. I even felt dizzy. Adamsen intervened.
Adamsen," Dog's will always bark."
He hugged me to avoid the cameras disrupting my mind.
Adamsen," Ms Bianca, I suggest you stop badmouthing my girlfriend because if I start exposing you, you won't like it."
Bianca," Why should I fear you? I just don't want the media tainting my fiance's name "
Adamsen," Fine then. If you are defending your fiance's name then."
Adamsen suddenly gave hand gestures and signal's to his men. One of them brought a tape. He asked to play it and it was played on screen. It showed Bianca doing illegal stuff despite being in the army. The video showed how Bianca used her power to corrupt and help criminals she needed.
Adamsen," I know your husband won't believe this but the truth is bitter. If you badmouth my girlfriend I will expose you in the front of the media on your special day."
Bianca," I.. I... I..."
I could feel the tear's nearly falling down so I left the stage and rushed to the bathroom. I wanted to break down because I couldn't hold onto the tear's anymore but Thane had followed me.
Thane," Haven't you had enough of your evilness. Now you and your sex client ruined my function and tainted my wife's name. If the commander find's out about this he'll conduct a research and she will be suspended on basis of suspicion."
Mahira," Why?... Why are you like this Thane?... I don't... even recognize you anymore... you have become someone I... don't know... what happened to you... aren't you going to realize that..."
Thane," you have no right to question me. I don't even know why im wasting time with a bitch like you. Stay away from my family okay. Slut!"
He pushed me aside and I lost my balance. I fell to the floor. Because of the pressure on my fall, the floor cut a part of my skin off. I started crying because of that. Thane seemed to become worse. I didn't even recognize him anymore. The little girl I named death came before me again.
Little girl," you don't listen Mahi... didn't I tell you multiple times that you deserve to die...no Mahi.... you don't deserve to live... your presence in your children's life's is not good for them... you are dangerous... you ruin everyone's happiness...."
Mahira," no....no....im not.... it's not my fault please....im not wrong.... they're misunderstanding me ... please go away.... you are wrong..."
Little girl," just die Mahi.... stop living... die Mahi.....die...."
I covered my ears and screamed in dismay so that the voice could go away because it was tormenting me. Adamsen found me on the floor and carried me to his car. He drove us back home. I had my fainting episode again and Adamsen handled it when we got home.