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PAINT ME YOURS

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When Ivy’s haunting self-portrait catches Silas’s eye at a private auction, he buys it for a staggering amount. But he wants more than the painting. He wants the artist. Not just to paint for him. To live in his estate. To belong to him. Desperate and out of options, Ivy agrees to a year-long contract: She will stay in Silas’s estate and paint exclusively for him. In return, he’ll erase her debts, fund her career, and give her freedom… after the year is up. But Silas isn’t prepared for the way Ivy’s presence disrupts the frigid, curated order of his world. Ivy, raw and unpredictable, is fire under ice. She begins to chip away at him, unearthing the violent past that made him the way he is. And Ivy? She finds herself dangerously drawn to the man she should hate. There’s something beneath his cruelty something bleeding and buried. But as feelings tangle with obsession, and sensuality mixes with control, the question becomes: Is she falling for a man or surrendering to a cage? And when the truth of her mother’s death starts pointing toward Silas’s shadowy empire, Ivy must decide Does she destroy the man who might have destroyed her family? Or does she let herself be consumed by him, body and soul?
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Chapter 1 - THE GIRL IN THE FRAME

Rain was falling like ash soft, constant, and too quiet for a city that never slept.

Inside the gallery, the world was silent. Not even the soft murmur of voices could pierce the hush that came when something important happened. The kind of silence people hold for death. Or for beauty.

Silas Zhang stood at the far end of the private auction hall, a half-drunk glass of obscenely expensive scotch in hand. The liquid didn't warm him. Nothing ever did.

His eyes were locked on a single painting.

Everything else had blurred into irrelevance.

The girl in the painting was staring back.

Her face was pale, blurred in parts, a riot of shadow and raw red strokes where her mouth should be. The brushwork was desperate. Jagged. Not technique, not even style just pain bleeding onto canvas.

Her fingers were curled as if reaching for something she could never touch. And her eyes

God, her eyes.

Wide. Hollow. Screaming in silence.

Silas couldn't look away.

"This one's anonymous," the curator whispered beside him, nervous. "Arrived last minute. A… self-portrait, we think. No title. No signature. Only a single word scratched on the back."

He handed over a card.

Silas didn't take it.

He kept staring.

"What word?" he asked quietly.

 "Ivy."

A breath. A syllable. A seed planted in the center of him.

Silas's fingers tightened around his glass. He didn't know why. Didn't care.

He looked at that face again. The girl hadn't painted herself to be beautiful. She'd painted herself to be seen.

And she had seen herself, maybe for the first time.

Silas knew what that cost.

He raised a hand. Just once.

The curator's eyes lit up. "Sir—"

"Whatever the starting bid is," Silas said. "Double it."

The bidding hadn't even begun.

 Hours later, the city lay behind him, a blur of black and neon in the back window of the car. Rain traced lines down the glass like fingers desperate to reach in.

The painting was strapped securely beside him in the backseat, wrapped but not hidden. He could still feel it there, the same way he felt a storm building just behind his ribs.

Across from him, Felix the closest thing Silas had to a right hand cleared his throat.

"You bought a painting from an unsigned artist," he said mildly. "That's not like you."

Silas didn't answer.

"You paid six figures for a nameless brushstroke. Not even a red stamp on the back."

Silas's gaze didn't move from the canvas.

"She bled into it," he said quietly.

Felix blinked. "Excuse me?"

"She didn't paint it to sell. She painted it because she had nowhere else to put her grief."

A pause.

"That kind of work? You can't fake that."

 Felix shifted in his seat. "Still. You don't even know her."

Silas turned to him then, just slightly.

"I will."

 Elsewhere, Ivy Lin sat on the fire escape of her crumbling apartment in Shanghai's Jing'an District, knees drawn to her chest, watching the city spit steam into the rain

She didn't smoke, but she held a cigarette between her fingers anyway. Unlit. A habit she'd picked up from her mother. One of many.

Her hands still smelled like turpentine. Her wrists ached from painting too long, too hard. The self-portrait had taken something out of her something permanent.

She hadn't planned to give it up.

But bills don't care about grief. Rent doesn't pause for trauma. And when the gallery assistant begged to submit one of her pieces to the auction anything, please, the owner's desperate for new talent she'd wrapped it up and handed it over before she could think too long.

Now it was gone.

The last part of her mother, the last part of herself vanished into the hands of a stranger. She didn't know where it had gone. Who had taken it. Or why.

But deep in her stomach, something twisted.

A knowing.

 He has it.

 She didn't know who he was. But she'd felt it from the moment the portrait left her hands.

Whoever had it had her.

 Back in the estate, Silas stood alone in the private gallery he kept sealed from the world.

The painting sat beneath a single pool of overhead light, surrounded by priceless works from artists long dead.

But none of them mattered now.

Not the Renoir. Not the stolen Vermeer. Not even the Kintsugi bowl from Kyoto that he'd broken just to watch it be repaired.

Only her.

The girl in the frame.

He stood in front of it for hours. And when the room finally began to dim with approaching dawn, he whispered the name for the first time.

 "Ivy."

It didn't sound like a flower.

It sounded like a promise.

Like a noose.

Ivy didn't sleep that night.

The cigarette lay forgotten on the fire escape beside her as rain whispered secrets down the rusted railing.

Her mind churned not with questions, but with fragments.

Who was he? The man who bought her grief?

What did he want with her?

She clenched her fists, smelling the faint ghost of paint on her fingers.

The pain in her chest wasn't new, but it had grown sharper like ice pressing through broken glass.

 Her phone buzzed.

A message from the gallery assistant: The buyer wants to meet you.

Her breath caught.

Meet me.

It sounded like a sentence she had no right to hear.

 Morning light seeped weakly through the grimy windows of Ivy's apartment.

She dressed slowly, pulling on her threadbare coat like armor.

The city outside was already awake, indifferent to her grief and debts.

She took the stairs down, each creak echoing with memories she wished she could paint away.

At the gallery, the assistant greeted her with a forced smile.

"Silas Zhang is waiting," she said.

The name struck Ivy like a thunderclap.

The man in her dreams. The storm behind the glass.

 Silas's estate was a fortress.

Marble floors gleamed under cold chandeliers. The air smelled of old books and something sharper metal, control, danger.

Ivy felt exposed the moment she stepped inside, like a raw nerve stretched too tight.

She was led through halls adorned with priceless art that whispered stories of power and obsession.

Finally, she stood before Silas.

He was nothing like she'd imagined.

Not a monster.

Not a villain.

He was a man carved from ice perfectly still, impossibly cold. His black eyes were pools of shadow, unreadable but piercing.

He didn't smile. Didn't soften.

He just watched her.

 

"You painted pain," he said finally, voice low and steady.

Ivy swallowed.

"I don't know how else to paint."

Silas nodded.

"Good."

 The silence stretched, heavy and charged.

"I want you to live here," he said.

The words hit her like a blow.

She blinked.

"Live here?"

He met her gaze without flinching.

"Yes. For one year. You paint exclusively for me. I erase your debts. Fund your career."

His eyes narrowed, cold and unyielding.

"And after a year, you're free."

 Ivy's heart hammered against the cage of her ribs.

The offer was madness.

A gilded cage.

But the alternative drowning in debt, in pain, in the city that forgot her was worse.

She shook her head.

"I don't belong in places like this."

Silas's lips curved in a ghost of a smile.

"Neither do I."

 Outside, rain returned soft as ash.

Inside, two broken souls began a dance neither knew the steps to.

Silas, the collector who owned beauty but not love.

Ivy, the artist desperate to be seen.

 The paper felt heavier than it should.

Cream-colored. Crisp. Monogrammed with a wax seal in black.

S.Z.

Ivy sat at the edge of the mahogany desk, hands trembling as she stared down at the contract. A fire crackled low behind her too warm, too quiet.

She hadn't touched the tea they brought. She hadn't touched anything since she'd arrived.

Everything in this house looked like it had been carved from silence.

So did Silas.

He stood by the tall windows, silhouetted against the grey afternoon, unreadable.

Still.

Waiting.

 

"You don't need to be afraid," he said without turning.

His voice didn't comfort.

It sliced.

 "I'm not afraid," Ivy lied.

Silas turned slowly to face her.

"You should be."

 She looked up sharply, heart skipping.

"I don't" Her voice cracked. "I don't understand why you want me. There are better artists. Famous ones. Trained ones. Ones who aren't"

"Bleeding?"

He said it so softly she almost missed it.

 The silence between them shifted. Warmer. Or maybe sharper.

Silas stepped closer, measured, deliberate.

"You're the only one who didn't paint to be seen," he said.

"You painted because you had to."

He was standing over her now, his shadow spilling across the desk.

"And that," he whispered, "is priceless."

 Ivy forced herself to meet his eyes.

There was no softness there.

No cruelty either.

Just a hunger. Deep and quiet. The kind that could consume without touching.

 She looked back at the contract.

Twelve months.

In exchange for total creative freedom. Complete financial security. A private studio. A stipend that could wipe her debt clean and leave her with enough to start over.

Twelve months of living in a house with a man who had bought her pain without blinking.

 "You're not asking for art," she murmured. Silas tilted his head.

"No," he said. "I'm asking for truth."

 Her hands tightened around the edge of the desk.

"And if I can't give you that?"

He watched her for a long moment.

"Then I'll know," he said quietly. "And you'll leave. Debt-free."

Pause.

"But not untouched."

 That was the part that struck her deepest.

Not the money. Not the terms.

The way he said untouched.

Like he didn't mean physically.

Like he meant the part of her she kept buried, behind every stroke of a brush and under every layer of silence.

The part of her that still dreamed of disappearing.

 Ivy picked up the pen.

It felt colder than the room.

Silas watched her sign without a word.

No celebration. No handshake. No smile.

Just a quiet nod.

And the sound of the fire behind her cracking like bones.

That night, Ivy lay awake in a room too beautiful to belong to her.

The sheets smelled like linen and stillness.

No traffic outside the window. No sirens. No distant arguments. Just the soft hum of nothing.

It unnerved her more than poverty ever had.

She got up. Walked barefoot to the balcony.

Rain misted against her face.

Somewhere, behind another window in this sprawling estate, she knew Silas was awake. Watching her maybe. Or painting her in his mind.

She didn't know why that made her shiver.

She didn't know why it made her stay.

The studio was nothing like she expected.

No lavish gold frames. No polished floors or digital controls. No curated, sterile quiet.

It was raw.

Exposed brick walls. High ceilings stained with time. Skylights that caught only muted light through grey skies.

The air smelled of turpentine, varnish, and something older like memory left too long in the dark.

It didn't feel like a cage.

It felt like a confession.

Ivy stood in the center of it, surrounded by untouched canvases and jars of pigment more expensive than her rent. Her fingers itched, but she didn't lift a brush.

Not yet.

She walked slowly to the far wall.

Her self-portrait was already there.

Framed. Hung. Alone.

As if even the other paintings feared standing beside it.

Her breath caught in her throat.

She reached out, fingertips hovering just above the surface, but didn't touch it.

 "You left it unfinished," came the voice behind her.

She didn't turn.

"I didn't have to finish it," she whispered. "It already knew how it ended."

 Silas stood in the doorway, black suit flawless despite the rain outside. No umbrella. No need. The storm bowed around him.

His eyes didn't move from the painting.

"You look different in it."

Ivy glanced sideways.

"Ugly?"

Silas's voice was quiet. Firm.

"True."

 She should've recoiled from that. But the word hit her like absolution.

Because no one had ever called her that before not truthful, not real, not seen.

Only talented. Only strange. Only tragic.

"I don't know if I can paint like that again," she said after a moment. "I didn't… plan it. It just came out."

Silas finally looked at her.

"Good," he said. "I don't want something you planned."

He took a step into the room.

"I want the part of you that bleeds when you think no one's watching."

 Ivy turned to fully face him now. Her jaw clenched.

"What exactly do you think you've bought?"

Silas didn't flinch. He walked slowly to her, stopping a few paces away close enough to feel his presence, not his warmth.

"I didn't buy you," he said.

"You signed the contract. Not your soul."

He let that sit. Then:

"But everything you paint while you're here… will carry a part of it."

 Her chest tightened. He wasn't wrong.

She hated that he wasn't wrong.

Silas stepped past her, quiet as shadow, and stopped in front of the self-portrait. His fingers didn't touch it either.

"I can give you the tools," he said. "The time. The space."

His voice lowered.

"But I can't give you peace."

Ivy swallowed hard.

"I'm not sure I want peace," she murmured.

Silas turned slightly toward her, eyes glinting in the dim light.

"Good."

 Later, Ivy stood at the basin, washing pigment from her hands.

She hadn't painted yet. But she had opened the jars. Touched the bristles.

She needed to feel ready before she bled again.

In the mirror above the sink, she caught her reflection and something else.

Movement. A figure.

Silas, walking past the door. Slow. Purposeful.

He didn't look in. Didn't say a word.

But he had seen her.

And something in his gaze lingered long after he was gone.

 That night, she dreamed of the painting again.

But this time, the girl in the frame opened her eyes.

And behind her, in the shadows, stood a man with black irises like wells that had no bottom.

He didn't touch her.

But she woke gasping anyway.

The first stroke was accidental.

A smear of sienna across the white.

She hadn't meant to paint that night. Had only wandered into the studio because sleep felt impossible and the silence of the estate had begun to ache behind her ribs.

But something about the cold air, the echo of her footsteps across the floor, the way the moonlight hit the blank canvas It begged her to confess.

And so she did.

Not with thought. Not with intention.

But with instinct. Memory. Grief.

One color, then another. Not pictures. Not forms. Just… feeling.

Just her.

 She didn't notice how late it had become.

How long she'd been moving barefoot, brush in hand, paint on her forearms, her cheek. A quiet madness blooming in color.

It wasn't beautiful.

Not yet.

But it was raw.

It was hers.

Until—

A presence.

Stillness where there had been none.

She froze.

 

Silas stood in the doorway again. Not speaking. Not interrupting.

Just watching.

Like he always had.

But this time, Ivy didn't shrink from it.

She turned slowly, brush still in hand, her breath shallow.

Their eyes met.

For a moment, neither moved.

Then—

"I thought you didn't sleep," she said softly.

A faint flicker in his expression. Barely there.

"I don't."

"Then why are you always awake when I am?"

 Silence.

And then, the slightest shift in his jaw.

"Asking the wrong questions, Ivy."

Her name sounded different in his mouth. Like something delicate and unspoken. Not tender, but aware.

Ivy looked down at the canvas behind her still wet, still uncertain.

Then back at him.

"I don't know what I'm painting yet."

Silas stepped inside the room. His movements slow, calculated. As if he were entering a church.

"You will."

 He stopped just beside her. Not touching. Never touching. But close enough that she could feel the gravity of him.

And then The back of his hand, brushing a streak of paint from her jaw.

His skin didn't linger. But the heat did.

 "You'll make something that hurts," he said.

A pause.

"And I'll keep every piece."

Ivy didn't speak. She couldn't.

There was no fight in her right then, only the echo of his words filling the quiet between heartbeats.

His presence. His promise.

The weight of what she had agreed to.

The truth of what she was already giving him, even without realizing it.

Not just her talent. Not just her time.

But pieces of herself. Splinters she hadn't known were still sharp.

 Silas turned to leave, but paused at the door.

Without looking back, he said, "Tomorrow, you'll start with black."

And then he was gone.

Leaving only the faint scent of rain and the sound of her own breathing.

That night, Ivy didn't dream. She lay awake, fingers still stained with paint, heart still echoing with the soft threat of his voice.

She'd signed the contract.

She'd walked willingly into the lion's den.

But she hadn't expected to want to stay.