About my workplace. My workplaces and people, if it can be done in a workplace, they do the same to me. Everyone starts their work but after the break, except for some of us, most of us sit down, find a topic of conversation inside and personally and talk until the break is over. The reason I am telling these is because of my rapid emotional change, sometimes I hate my job and sometimes I love it. Maybe this is because of the stagnation of life I live. I still haven't gotten over this privileged kind of work, even if I am working until things come.
"Good morning Ivan, your face is very calm again, I hope you are well."
"Good morning Finn, I am just as you know me. Aren't you tired of all this posting and saying?"
(After a laugh from Finn);
"Don't get triggered right away, calm down. I'm just kidding. I can't stop messing with you. Forgive me—anyway, let's get back to work. Good job."
(After a look of exasperation from Ivan);
After Ivan and Finn left, Ivan came face to face with one of his superiors, Quinn, as he emerged from his walk with a low expression on his face, but his expression was anything but welcoming.
"Hello Ivan, there are some papers on your desk that need to be filled out. There are some papers that you "had to fill out" yesterday. Do you have any explanation?"
(Ivan is nervous but calm);
"Yearly, I had informed Mr. Brady that I had urgent work and that I would fill out the papers from yesterday tomorrow. He should have told you."
"I don't need Brady to inform me. I would have liked you to come and tell me, Ivan. Now go and focus on your work."
After the argument between Ivan and Quinn, Ivan chose to focus on his work again and again. Even though he had a turbulent relationship with his superiors, he still chose to come to his work.
(Then Ivan, as if he had written the book on depression, said in his inner voice);
"Even though I'm used to these kinds of situations, it still feels tiring. Life shouldn't be so cruel."
To Be Continued