It's Saturday already which means no school, I'm so hungry right now but too lazy to get out of bed.
The position i'm in right now it's so comfortable, my bed is my only comfort zone at the moment.
My head hurts from all the thinking, it's been almost a week since the kiss with xavier and also since I last saw Zion
After he ran off I tried calling him multiple times, but he didn't return any of my calls, I was even shocked when hayden called me to inquire about zion, as far as i'm concerned he hates me.
I really hope he is okay, because he is the only key to finding about what actually happened to xavier.
Xavier won't tell me anything, only the sound of Zion's name brings out an entirely different side of him having the same surname is not just a mere coincidence.
And Zion's reaction confirms it all.
"Hey Justin" I said to the Justin bieber poster on my wall.
"You are only one who really loves me and guess what I love you too"
Why do everyone always leaves my mom first, I don't really remember anything about her.
But according to my dad she died in a car accident when I was six, I guess that's why I don't remember anything about her. But I can't help but feel as if something is missing.
If I'm to be honest with myself I don't even know who I am.
Zion is no where to be seen and my dad, it's been two weeks since he left, he didn't even bother calling me, I feel like I don't know him anymore.
And xavier.
I really wish he would open up to me it's this what being in love feels like. I always keep thinking about him I can't seem to get him off my head.
And the kiss even makes it more complicated I can still feel his lips on mine, I kind of miss him.
No!!
I miss him so much his presence always makes him feel safe.
"Ughhhhhh!!" I groaned out loud burying my head deep in my pillow.
"I think i'm going insane"
"You know if I wasn't use to you talking to yourself I would probably think you actually insane"
"Oh my God!! so now i'm hearing his voice i'm definitely insane"
"Hey i'm over here"
I raised my head saw the ghost boy I'm head over heels for, he was there sitting on his favorite spot.
"Oh hey stop doing that" I said pretending to be annoyed.
"Doing what" he asked acting all clueless again
I hate when he acts all clueless.
It makes him looks more cuter than he already is.
"Nevermind"
"What are you doing here"
"hmm i ju-s-"
Before he could continue I cut him off quickly.
"If you are here to tell me that the kiss this time was also a mistake that you didn't mean to kiss me back and that you regret it.
"You better just disappear because I don't wanna" i was not even able to complete my sentence.
Before I felt a soft pair of lips on mine, the kiss was really Short but still left me breathless.
"If kissing you is the only way of shutting you up I think that would be my new strategy" Xavier said smirking.
"And moreover the last time you were the one that asked me to leave
"Uhm-m I- wh-y"
"Shhh get up" Xavier said
"Huh"
"Yeah come here" xavier added
"Why" I asked walking towards him
"Stop asking questions and give me your hand"
"Okay"
Immediately my hand met with his he started dragging me towards the stairs.
"Where the heck are we going"
"To the kitchen" Xavier said
I can hear the noises coming from over there" he added pointing at my stomach.
"Oh" i said quite embarrassed.
"Yeah, when last did you even eat" Xavier asked giving me a Stern look.
"I dunno" I replied honestly.
"I really don't know what to do with you" Xavier said softly.
How can a person go from hard to soft within a second I thought to myself.
"Have you ever heard of Xavier chicken salad"
"Of course you haven't"
"But guess what" Xavier added quickly.
"What"
"That's what you gonna be having today" xavier said smiling.
"Oh seriously I can't wait to taste this Xavier chicken salad" I said laughing
And with that Xavier starting making his special recipe.
I would admit xavier is kinda of hot especially with a apron on, I better not get use to this.
"Like what you see" xavier said smirking.
"I know am hot you don't have to stare that long" he added
"Oh you think you hot"
"Have you seen my Justin bieber" I added.
"Oh you mean Justin boober" he said laughing.
"Don't you dare make fun of my man" I said reaching out for the knife in his hands.
"I would chop your balls off and shove them down your throat".
"Oh my i'm so scared right now" xavier said still laughing"
"You know for a ghost you really annoying" I said
"Oh coming from you that's not new" Xavier said smiling.
"Whatever"
"Isn't it ready yet i'm about to die here" I added
"In a minute mi lady" Xavier said in a really funny accent.
"Have a sit please"
"What would you like to order today ma'am" Xavier asked.
"Uhmm chicken salad" I guess
"Alright"
"I present to you the one and only Xavier chicken salad" Xavier said placing it on the table.
"Oh my this looks so delicious can't wait to taste it" I said.
"Oh then what are you waiting for" I heard Xavier say.
I eagerly took a bite, and immediately starting moaning.
"Oh my gosh xavier this is so good" I said still moaning.
"I know right" xavier said
"I'm glad you like it" he added.
Xavier also started eating.
"You know I can't get over the fact that you eat"
"And I can't get over the fact that you can't get over the fact that I eat" Xavier replied smirking.
"You know limah I only prepare this" Xavier said referring to the food for people who are special to me.
"Oh so you saying i'm special to you"
"Maybe" xavier replied smiling.