If I were to write what I think about
How many pages would I fill
How many notebooks could contain my thoughts
How many lines could become jewels
If I were to write would I think about
How much of it would be relevant
How much of it would make sense
How much of it is just random nonsense
If I were to write what I think about
Can my lines be turned to jewels
Can my poems be masterpieces
Can my thoughts be said out loud
If I were to write what I think about
Would it make a difference
Would it make me feel happier
Would it help someone else
I want to write what I think about
Not for the sake of winning
Or for the sake of growth like others
I will do it for myself for fun
I want to write what I think about
I want to release my thoughts
I want to release my emotions
Then share them with the audience
However in my own opinion
My thoughts aren't anything noteworthy
Most are just the silly ramblings of a teenager
Some are not even worth sharing
I guess that means I will have to edit
Smooth out the rough edges
Polishing until it shines
And by the end I might have a gem.